a public affair

it's been a while since aku last dengar lagu nie..suddenly semalam download and listening to it non-stop..abang punye pasal la nie..coz on the last day of the cuti, before coming back to malacca, aku ajar abang download lagu through BB..and he wanna test it so he asked what song yang aku nak..aku cam try je la pape..after a list of artists and songs, suddenly he said jessica simpson..public affair..hahaha..

well actually, he alleged that i was a huge fan of JS which im not..i just like the songs and sometimes i do think she's pretty..abang always asked me to dye my hair blond just like hers..bout the teeth, JS kan kalau smile mesti nampak 2 front teeth, buck teeth..so he said that aku cam tu gak..and he said we have the same type of lips.. voluptuous kah? hahaah..something like 'kissable' la..he said..not me..hahaah kissable here means pouty, lebih isi, and terjojol..hahaha something like that la..plus he said that when i pose for photo taking, i have the same pose as JS especially the face and particularly the lips..which i'll always scream saying that mine's natural, it cant be helped etc.. lol he even recorded the way i talk, laugh and stuff once..just to proof the lips thing..and3..he said i like to play roller skates just like in the public affair video clip which definitely a no! i cant even get up with that..hahahah

cut to the chase, abang wanted me to be like her and alleged me of being JS no 1 fan..he even as me to use JS's products.. 'dessert' is the name..and he is trying to persuade me in finding JS's perfume..and buy it..he said it's nice and stuff..which i dont really mind if it's really nice..but yeah..ape nak buat..my brother is so annoying but it's fun though..but to be like JS, i dont think so..hahaha..he even said once, i really do look like her..maybe because of the pose i gave..hahaha he will be like dramatically in shock if he heard me singing JS songs..hahaha..which i love to do that, a lot..hahahaa..but end up, aku yang kene balik..hahaahha and yes, he did asked me to wear something like JS..decent ones..hahahaha..my God..hahahaha..

fin..lalalalaa~~

p/s : Tonight..Carte blanche, first class for the evening..Ready, set, go! :D

just cant get enough of them! especially HIM! ;)

yamapi with a cute face..hehehe..

yamapi..hot! *nosebleed*

laughing jin is so cute..really wanna pinch his face..hahahaha

handsome nye jin..rase nak cium je die..upps..but seriously, he's hot when he pouts..his lips are freakingly irresistible! hehehe

chibi yamapi and jin.. heheheh

but CRAZILY IN LOVE with this guy down here!

muke busuk! cute gileeee!!!!

pity him..sweating a lot..still looks cute..like a kid..

CHOI SEUNG HYUN!!!!! A.K.A TOP!!!!!!!!

can someone just kidnap him for me, please? just for my bday..then tau la ape aku nak buat kat die..muahahah..akan aku ramas2, perah2 die..uppss..hahahaha..kidding2..i wish to have something with him on/in it on my bday..doesnt matter la album die ke poster die ke ape ke..janji die..but if miura shohei nye 'secret message' pon ok gak..hahaha..still..i want something that has Tabi or TOP in/on something..or something yang similar to what he had like same earing design ke rantai ber-pendant megaphone ke weird sunglasses ke..hehehe..maybe i should just get it myself kan? mana la plak aku nak cari? album big bang je la..he doesnt have own album plak..aish..haa..if dapat 'electric love tour 2010' album ke photobook pon adalah seperti lazat juge..hahaha if suddenly dapat miracle la kan, jumpe die ke pe ke, mau ak pengsan kat situ gak..hahaha Dear God, please let me have something, something related to choi seung hyun / TOP from big bang on my bday..kalau dapat yang for eternity, lg bagos..hahaha xpon dapat another TOP pon ok..clone yg exactly like him, outside and inside..hahah..oh i know! malam bday tu, just listen to his songs je la and open the laptop, watch slides of his pictures..i'm smart! hahaha..sexy voice..sexy eyes..sexy all over..ahaha..

*nosebleed almost all the time*

okay..angau gile..hahahah sorry people..but i'm a lady ya know..i do screech when watching/listening to him..hehehe and buat die cam bf sendiri..hahaha though i know that it wont happen, even in 1000 years skali pun..hahaha..but coz he is so my taste! bad boy-matured face but still kinda baby face, deep voice, deep/sexy eyes, funny, hyper, charismatic etc..ahaha but he is so manly..a great kisser too, i guess..*cough2* heheheh

fin..TURN IT UP!

p/s : mau kene condemn lepas nie..hahaha..

three strikes and your OUT!

omg..!!! hahaha..hari tu appeared YAMAPI..after some time, appeared JIN..recently la jugak..and today TOP..omg!!! 3 of the guys i like,love appeared in my dreams!! separate though..hahahaha..still..i feel incredibly happy..hahahaha..cm the most luckiest person in the world..though not seeing them in real life, but the feeling dalam mimpi tu pon dah cukup..hahahah dah la sume mimpi best2..

summary of the dreams

yamapi

haaa..the dream was sorta like forbidden love something..hahaha i like laa..hahah it started off by 2 kids around age of 5 (a boy and a girl) fighting..the girl hit the boy, always..the girl was tough and the boy was so annoying..yes, just like you all thought..i'm the girl..hahaha..so actually we were twins..and belonged to a rich family, mom -tina fey (isnt this ridiculous? lol) owned the the huge Rockafella Plaza, owning a huge TV company..we lived in a huge mansion in California..hahaha..we had Hummers okay..with 'S'..lol friggin rich basically..so mom gave me the ceo position..yamapi was just a lazy ass..part time model..so we never been good to each other since small..current time took place..somehow, he always tries to be friend with me and i always thought it's annoying..suddenly, somehow he confessed at me saying that he loves me..that's why he acted like manja2..hahaha..n actually i love him too..but the thing is that we're twins! hahaha..as i far as i could remember, we did kissed! awwww!!! hahahaha sorry la kalau u guys think aku ni gatal ke pe..but it's in that dream..i didnt plan it okay? hahahaah

jin

omg..this is friggin cute dream too..hahahah this one i cant remember much..all i remembered was jin, two girls(my friend) and me hanging around in a cafe..yes2..and me and jin were bestfriends since small..elementary school i guess..oh yes, the location was japan..we were happily chatting suddenly he got up and just gone..he went somewhere..not telling anything..suddenly a text got in my BB..it was from jin saying that he was sorry..for just blah like that..hahah coz he got something to settle and he will make it up back next time..he also included emoticons which were a wink and a smile..(^_-) (^_^) and i replied it's okay with a kiss and a blush emoticons (*^3^)/ (#^_^#)..which i dont even know y?! hahaha those two girls were like "just confess already!!!" hahahaha and he suddenly appeared back and took my hand and we lead somewhere..if im not mistaken..hehehehe

top

hehehehe..this was like a dream comes true kinda dream..hahaha..this one, all that i could remember was we were like a fan-celeb thing..suddenly he said 'why did you say you love me?' say or write or something..hahahaha..and he wasnt angry, just curious tone..but somehow ia disebabkan oleh handphone..funny though..hahaha short but sweet dream..hahahaahah hope to dream my tabi again..everyday kalau buleyh..hehehe

fin weee~~~ *love love*

p/s : hope lepas nie appear la *reminiscing them while nose bleeding* miura shohei ke, matsujun ke, mokomichi ke, hiro mizushima ke (walaupun ayaka's hubby), sakurai sho ke..whoever lah yang i love so much..hahaha it would be better if allllllll of them in one dream..wow! packed nanti..hahahaha tu mau tido 24 hours tak bangon2..hahaaha

BUDAK GIGI BESI!

well..people..i am wearing the thing call 'braces'. since 9/10/2010..it's effin painful but it's for my benefit in the future..it's not the matter of having beautiful teeth or what..but it's for my need, to ease me while i'm eating..i had planned this for quite a while..so basically on the 2/10, i went to the dentist, had everything checked and measured..i dont have any other problem except 'gigi jarang'..so..procedures are easier on me..so..the dentist explained everything..including the uneasiness i may feel..i may not feel uncomfortable and yes, i strongly agreed about that..but my type of braces, i can open it..eating and sports are the two excuses for me not to wear it..it's a must not to wear on that two occasions actually..hehehe other times, i have to wear it..it's like a retainer but it's braces..and it's just for a year..but it depends on me actually..after that i'll be wearing something else..my target would be the retainer..haiihhh..hahahaha

on the very first day, it's hard for me..so, so hard..it's uncomfortable..hard to speak..hard to eat, drink..effin painful when night time..only God knows..n i got fever because of it..good thing, i slept with my parents..whenever i'm new to thing or sick, i'll sleep with my parent..so..with this thing on, i slept with them..so the next morning, i am waved with something like morning sickness..my face was pale, cant stop vomitting..never knew it was that hard..

after a few days, i kinda adapted to it..i dont feel much of uncomfortable..it's still uncomfortable but i can tolerate with it somehow..but one thing for sure, i cant speak like normal me anymore..sobss..hahaha..i have this 'pelat' thing going on..so, the alphabet 's' will become sounds like 'ash' or 'shhh'..'r' will become 'l'..and so on and so for..so please..please..PLEASE DONT LAUGH AT ME WHILE IM TALKING..NOR PITY ME..just react like it's normal me..coz, i do feel annoyed..and they dont know how i feel, the need to talk properly while having plats in their mouth..covering most of the front spaces in their mouth..i, sometimes, most of the time cant rest my tongue since the plats packed in my mouth..and plus, my lips easily chapped and my throat always dry..it's harder than you think people..trust me..not that i regretted but for a person that likes to use her mouth non-stop like me, it is EFFINLY HARDDDDD!!!! people cant understand what i'm trying to say, if i wanna eat, i have to open it and then wear it again..which equals to pain both ways..so..yeah..somehow..it's for the future..so it's okay..

yesterday i went to the dentist since she wanted me to come every week for adjustment but i begged her for every fortnight..good thing she agreed..so i went there, and she adjusted it..n it's DAMN TIGHT! toooo tight..at first, i cant even push it to it's proper position..until she came to me, and she pushed it harshly! i was about to scream and curse but there's people in the clinic and plus, she's good with my mom, bad reputation..hahahaha so she did the same for the bottom set..it's hard for me to cry, so i just whined..it went for a few hours..then it went the same when i opened it or wore it back..so..haih..today is the second day for the first adjustment..yesterday i dont talk much since it hurt..more whining, less talking..today, ida called me..by hook or by crook, i had to speak..ida, i know it sounds funny, but just go with it okay? hahaha..she said i sound weird..sounded like her niece..hahaha..it's nice to hear that ida, but that's too much of a kid you know..did i sound really that bad? hahahaha..it's like i'm learning to speak, pronounce something..majide yabai! hahahaahah

so that's for now..tune in next time for more stories from me..fin..

p/s: enduring the pain..but with the support of panadol and bantal2 busuk..

holidays?

hey ho! so holidays..per yang ade dengan holiday? takde mende pon..dah la effing 2 weeks je..but still, i have to say that im bored and cepat2 nak lari balik melaka..hahahaah..1st week nothing much..spend my time at home..pastu abang and abah kerah jadi driver..jadi PA, secretary, accountant n kalao boleyh, jd security abah..hahahaah..then..i went to kedah for a few days..nothing much..business trip la..so not much of holiday there..annoyed lg ad..2nd week adalah disaster when the whole house demam..first few days pakat tak leyh nak bangon..so agak funny..now, everyone's kinda back to normal..mseh lagi 'sot set' a.k.a selsema..flu adalah sgt lmbt utk hilang..not to forget, yg cough..dah la jiran renovate rumah..bapak dust die memang gile barbs la kan..debu papan sume tu..tapi nak bt cmne..redha je since they've gone through the same time kitorang renovate dulu..so..bare je la ngan mende tu..so yeah..main playstation..makan berak tido je la..tengok cite..dah..tak kuar jalan2 pon..sedeyh kan? hahahah..

fin..urghhh..

p/s: kat melaka, i can do whatever i want..whenever i want..no one will halang..but i wont do something outrageous pon..hehehe

metalingus

omg..it's been a while..i mean dah berabuk bersawang dah blog aku nieh..hahaha..well..i'll start posting posts back..last time was packed with exams, assignments, etc..currently, im free..so i'll start updating back..before i forget, i know that im too late but happy belated eid or selamat hari raya to all..sorry terlambat..i just couldnt find the time to right..idea pon takde..n i didnt feel like writing until now..heheheh..so..yeah..about writing about tira, alamak! tak cukup sources la..hahaha..no3..tak de feel lagi la nak tulis pasal kau..agaknye kene jumpe dulu kot..tengokla cam no..hehehe..k..

fin

p/s: welcome back me..i'm missing me..hahahaha

i love you / te quiero / saranghae / aisheteru yo!!

oh..i think i'm falling in love with u..those sexy eyes..the deep voice of yours..they melt me in a sec..the way u move, i cant see anything else except u..some people may say that you have a very bad boy face with the attitude to pair with..but deep down, you are a really innocent, childish and blur guy..that makes me attracted to you..you may have this 'attitude' thing but that doesn't even bother me..coz behind the 'attitude', u are kinda romantic..it's rare to see you smile, but once you smile, it became just like this :3 ..aww..how cute is that..we may not compete on dressing styles coz u are far more advance than trend..but when you're lazy, even with just a a tshirt or a hoodle and a pair of jeans, you look fabulous..when you sleep, the part where to wake you up, that makes me even attracted to you..i never knew that it is so hard to wake you up..but the face of yours, is the most adorable expression..oh so priceless..i wanna pinch you cheeks..whenever you make those stupid expressions or even when you smile..hey! we have something in common, when we smile, our eyes seems to close..hehehe..but i envy you since you can open it wider than me..hahaha..though you have this kinda rap way of speaking, i dont mind..it seems to suit you well..you stand up well with that..but, among all these, you always gets me with your silly chicken/duck dance..i cant stop laughing seeing you dance..but that makes me more into you..oh..i'm in love you..

fin.. *love*

p/s : if you are the assassin, the one who must kill me, then i shall die voluntarily with a happy heart.. :D