blurghh

i think it's the time of the month again..when i'd go all sad and moody..everything seems empty to me..


first thing when i woke up was it's already 2.12pm! good thing that tira called me, if not, i might as well still be in bed now..after that phone call, my head spun like crazy, like hangover, which clearly im not..ok, so i did slept at 4 or 5am..but i dont know..my alarm clock seemed dysfunction since i didnt hear thing..or i think it's me who's slept like a dead person till i couldnt hear the alarm rang..


then, the water ran out..i barely showered..damn you management! cant you at least give us some notice about the water? i hate when the management didnt put any notice if the apartment's shortage of water or electricity..really disturbing okay?!


and so the day goes heavily..i dont have the feeling to even smile..but because tira was there, i have to at least act normal..sorry tira, i told you too many stories about my brother which actually my brain seems to be flying off to somewhere..i didnt even focus in my story..in the car, i dazed..alhamdulillah i didnt knock anything or anyone..


what i remember was since yesterday i've been like this..so gloomy..so empty..i dont know..it's the phase i guess..ok..whatever..im gonna continue watching 'family outing' now..


fin..bye!


p/s : i feel like i'm in misery or something.. =____="

That Woman

One woman loves you 

That woman loves you wholeheartedly 

She follows you around like a shadow everyday 

That woman is laughing and crying 

Just how much…how much more do I have to gaze at you alone

This love that came like the wind 

This beggar-like love 

If I continue this way, will you love me? 

Just come a little nearer…a little more

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back

I who love you am next to you now 

That woman is crying. 

That woman is timid 

So she learned how to laugh 

That woman has many stories that she can't even tell her best friend

So her heart is full of tears 

That's why, That woman 

You, she loved you 

Because you are just same as her

Yet another fool, yet another fool 

Can't you hug me before you go? 

I want to receive love, baby 

Everyday in my heart, 

Just in my heart, 

I shout and 

That woman is next to him even today. 

Do you know That woman is me?

You're not pretending that you don't know, right? 

You really don't know cause you're a fool. 

Just how much... how much more do I have to gaze at you alone 

This love that’s like a fool 

This beggar-like love 

If I continue this way, will you love me? 

Just come a little nearer...a little more...

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back 

I who love you is next to you now 

That woman is crying.

this is the translation for secret garden's ost..by baek ji young..for the man version is by hyun bin..oh i cried reading this lyrics..well who doesnt? right?

credits to http://nikai-cafe.blogspot.com

for 'That Man' : http://apelapel.blogspot.com

fin

p/s : it's like "im the one who loves you dearly, cant you see?" i love the guy's version more since the voice is much more romantic.. ;)

[CF] "Haptic On" Park Ye Jin & Lee Chun Hee

MY FAV PAIR IN FAMILY OUTING! :D

101128_GD,TOP,Taeyang_2010 Mnet Asian Music Awards_Live Performances

BECK THE MOVIE !

hey guys! what's up? remember that i used to mention about a movie i wanna watch called BECK? here! i've just finished watching BECK the movie..finally..hahaha well, i've wanted to watch this since last year, ever since the announcement on the making of the movie..finally i satisfied myself watching it..

my review / comments

well i've to say it's a good movie since it's adapted from a manga..the songs, the cast are just awesome! i like how they the made visions or scenes or flashbacks throughout the movie..it gives the feeling..curiosity, i think..especially about the guitar, Lucille..but  the movie is actually moves straight down to the point..i mean it's about a boring boy suddenly joined into an indie band..they struggled hard..trying to be popular..ya know, road to stardom..yall can read it here..i somehow could relate it with the movie Bandage..i've mentioned this movie before..here, check it out..hehehe both movies are about music, how they struggle to be alive in the industry and so on..but BECK, it has an issue to look forward to, the mystery, dark past of the Lucille, the guitar..overall, i have to say it's a good movie..like i said before, in the Bandage post, i might stream to watch the it again! hehehe  


well the casts in this movie are


Takeru Sato as Yukio Tanaka or also known as Koyuki..at first, he's a boring guy..still in school..his life changed when he met ryusuke and beck, a dog..in the band, he's the guitarist and also the vocalist (for slower songs)..he is described as a very talented and hardworking person though he's a bit timid..he also falls in love with ryusuke's younger sister, maho minami..


Hiro Mizushima as Ryusuke Minami or Ray (his english name)..he used to live in new york..he has a sister named Maho..he is the leader and the (very talented) guitarist for the band..when he was in NY, he befriend (since young) with a famous guitarist of the Dying Breed..he's is super fluent in english..so is the sister..


Mukai Osamu played Yoshiyuki Taira, the bassist with hair bleached to blond..always played shirtless on stage..matured and rather be silent..he's very attractive and talented..he's the first one to join the band..


Kiritani Kenta played the character Tsunemi Chiba..the main vocalist for the band..starting off as a rapper..but actually had the punk-ish feeling to it so it matched with the band..quite a tempered person but actually loves the band so much..


Nakamura Aoi as Yuji Sakurai or Saku..the drummer..he's actually a friend of Koyuki..he helped Koyuki from getting bullied and soon became good friends and also classmates..


the songs are mostly punk rock..with the combination of rap, it gets better, more unique..hehehe 


well this is a must watch movie..at least for me..

• if you guys wanna watch it, watch it here..

• if you guys wanna hear their main song, Evolution, click here..it's the trailer..i guess..hehehe

• and if you guys wanna download the song, click here..

well, i hope i've given a good review and help..see ya in the next post! ^____^


fin


p/s : gonna find a download link! for the movie and the songs!! hehehe

dont go home lyrics (translated)

Chorus
Don't go home baby~ I have a present here for you
Don't go home today baby ye~ To be honest I'm not used to it either
Sweetheart

TOP
A-Yo Turn It Up I hate this awkward atmosphere
Was the clock's needle always this loud?
I only hear the sound of saliva going down my throat. What should I say?
Look baby, I only want to greet the morning with you
Before this night passes, our own secret party
But you like Cinderella want to go home when the clock hits 12
Lonely nights are long, callin' up your parents
I act strong but it bothers me, S.O.S there's no progress
Oh wait a second why am I like this? Am I drunk, I'm getting dizzy, I'm falling asleep

Chorus
Don't go home baby~ I have a present here for you
Don't go home today baby ye~ To be honest I'm not used to it either
Sweetheart

GD
In the smooth sounds of music, an armful of red roses Ooh~

TOP
You're going home tomorrow anyway, It's late it might be dangerous dear
No there's no other meaning, I'm just worried about you, Yeah what if someone kidnaps you
This long long night night, a party of enchanting stars
Nothing can stop this, This feeling of becoming one, Stop right there

GD
Hey I can't let you go, I can't be separated from you, don't fight it

Chorus
Don't go home baby~ I have a present here for you
Don't go home today baby ye~ To be honest I'm not used to it either
Sweetheart

TOP
Baby take my hand, Don't be afraid me, Just stay together

GD&TOP
It's the first time since I've met you, your family is strict so I'm scared but excited
Phone on vibrate, a bad sign, Bell goes ding dong, a signal to escape bingo
I need to give her assurance, so I can convince her with a believable excuse
The prettiest fiance in the world, with you on that green field
I'm usually wild, but I'm soft. I can't say anything I can't take responsibility for
Girl you know what I mean, it's hard to explain this, but these are needless words
Dim the lights, our eyes meet
And slightly open those tightly shut buttons, mouth dries, and lock the door

Chorus
Don't go home baby~ I have a present here for you
Don't go home today baby ye~ To be honest I'm not used to it either
Sweetheart

Bridge
Ah~ ah~ in this night where everyone has fallen asleep, I hate being alone
Ah~ ooh~ ah~ hiding in that moonlight, I whisper sweet nothings


i suddenly feel like posting it..since it's mv gonna come out soon..and coz it's so sweet..right? i mean..this song is one of my favs in gtop's album..well, actually i love them all..hahaha still..i think this song is very very sweet..the mv is gonna be great! im very sure bout that..heheh ok..daaa~

credits : FLIBBERTIGIBBET@6THEORY.COM 


fin

p/s : i love top in the mv..he looks sexy with his nicely combed bleached hair especially when he wore that pink suit or the time he wore black shirt with sunnies!!! he is STUNNING!!! lol

quoted from secret big bang

if you stand at the window where i stood,


if you read the books that i read,


if we can be with each other even just like that, 


then let's..


count that as being together.


i'll miss you a lot.


i love you.


i love you. 








fin


p/s: so sweet..