klo msok ari nie, gnap la 3 ari dh ak kat melaka nie..n now, suddenly, i missed my home soo much..ye la, bru lps holiday 3 minggu kan..dat period isnt enough 4 me..bantal2 bucok ak la yg pling ak rindu (klo mnde la..)..3 minggu 2 rse xde pape..i dun feel anythin except 4 rindu kat my abah n my bro..3 minggu 2 diorg tlampao busy n i dun think m exist for them..ak rse kurg ksih syg..mama je la yg dok mlyn ak..ble ckp dgn mama bru la besh sket, bru la happy..org slalo kt ak nie cerie la pe la, tp ak xrse spe pon tau prsn ak even family ak sndri...
abah ak....bnde ptame ble jumpe n ckp dgn abh was he's tired n politicz n also managing those guards yg gedix..abh ak bk company sndri..1 of d cabang is security..so, guardz a.k.a kerje 2 pntg gle smpe ak rse ktorg dh xde time cm dlu..cm cte2 ke..yg ak dgr ad lah bebelan,memekak n sewaktu dgn nye..BOSAN TAU!! mnusie klo pnat akn jd moody n mmekak kat org..wlopon xkat ak n kne abg ak, ak xske la...sket tinge...guard2 nepal 2 la cm sial..bodosh gle...sebok ugut nk lri la, demand gji tinggi, pe la..gedix gle..sket ati..abah, rindu kat abh...
abg ak lak...ak rindu gle kat die...3 minggu 2 cm bpe je kli ak tgk muke die..ak dh le rpt gle dgn die...yela..ktorg 2 brdik je kan..sdyh gler..idop die serious je skunk..dh x lwk2 cm dlo..sebok dgn politicz..ak penin dgn die tp pd mse yg sme, m very proud of him..BANGGE DGN APE YG ABG DH ACHIEVE!! ap yg die capai mkin jd knytaan..tp die sndri dh declare, klo die nek next level 4 politicz, mkin la die x blik umah...so mkin la ak xkan jmpe die...dh xleh lpak2 dgn die...dh xde la geletek2 ke teases ke..sdeyh siot..rse cm nk ngis..tp die jnji, klo die dpt project yg bgos2, duit bnyk n bla3, die xkan bg ak idop sush..die akn support ak nye life..die akn tlg manage company bpk ak ..die ad kt, "klo abg ad duit bnyk, ak bg adk dok ats skali kat ixora, yg 1 bilik sorg 2..klo x pon,1 umh 2 adk nye so dat x 1 can disturb u o do anytg 2 u..n also klo ad bnyk duit, abh,mama,abg surely bg kete yg adik nk...adik xyah riso..kje adik bljr je..taula ktorg cri duit 4 u.."..ak gle touched mse die ckp cm 2..ak tau die xde duit but time bday ak, die still tny wat i 1 for my bday..ak ckp its ok la, bli je pape pon..dgn xde duit 2,nk dkt ari blik melake,he gave me duit sket..he said, abg xde duit n nie je abg mmpu bg..dh le die igt nk blnje ak mkn..2 kali die jnji dgn ak..tp mama asyik ajk ak tmn die g opis..so smpe skunk xjd la plan abg ak 2..so 2 jge bmksod lg hard la ak nk jmpe abg ak..tmbh2 ak dh kat melake..ak rse bslh la xdpt nk ikot die..die dh smgt sgt nk blnje ak..trus trg ak gle rindu kat die..gle nk gurao2 dgn cm dlu blik..rindu gle d timez when we gurao2, kacao2, teasin each other..really missed dat time..myb xde rezeki dh kot nk gurao..hehe..but i'm really sad..ABG!! WALOPON ADK X NGAKU DPN ABG BUT I REALLY MISS U, COW!! MISS U A LOT!!
tp 1 thing ak realise, bnde2 nie bt ak lbeyh matured..bt ak pkir ttg sacrifez,hardshipz n everytg la yg dh parentz n abg ak bt kat ak..ak slalo bsyukur dpt family cam nie..walopon x thn dgr ksah politicz diorg n also bebelan diorg...tp kdg2, ble jd cmnie, which is xde spe kat umah, ak rse kurg kaseh syg..stgh org pikir 2 klakar tp 2 bcoz diorg x appreciate family diorg, n diorg x rse family 2 important..but bg ak, ak seorg yg mnje, so i nid my family, sume skali ble ak blik..instead ak jarang dpt jmpe...nevamind la..sok2 ak dpt la kot..
sume org kt ak nie matured dri umor cuz ak pe yg ak lalui/pengalamn idop ak..bende nie ad la sket je..cm kuman je..myb juz bcoz ak nye hormonz n emotionz ak x tol kot..tp ak pnah alami bnde lg trok dri bnde nie..bnde yg kdg2 ak rse x msok akal..sbb 2 la, bg org yg x tau, klo ak emo, ak sbnrnye tpkir bnde2 yg jd kat family ak..but it's ok..Allah Maha Mengetahui segale2 nye..ak doakn dat family ak bhgie, n epy..Allah tahu ap yg ak nk..ak doakn family sume org jge sntiase epy2, bhgie2..dh la..ak pon mls nk sdeyh2 dh..k la..
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