indescribable events..

hey! waddup ppl! so..based on the tajok itself, i dun really know how to describe wat had happened to myself lately..hahaha..mix up everything..actually these few days je pon..anyhow..a lot of feelings, emotions involved! hahahah..ya meh?? ntah.. nie are 3 of them..yg big event la..hehehe..

1st..as far as i can remember, last 2 days la, almost stabbed myself with a metal rod..Alhamdulillah tak tembus..hahah..it's juz tcucuk..but it did hurt..for a while..hahaha..funny though..myb it was so dark..n i didnt see it there..my fault..hahahah..

2nd..i'm learning how to drive..yer..got my L..sedeyh kan? agak lambat but its ok..as long as i get my own car..n nutting can stop me! hahaha..naaahhh..i dont noe..kne tgk boss2 la..hahaah..a gud experience..n xscary lgsg..hahahaha..

3rd..i think..i'm having a crush on sumone..dats normal rite? but it's my bro's fren..myb dats normal 2..but..i completely want to make this clear, its juz like bro sis kinda lyk thingy..coz..definitely he is in a relationship wif whoever..n besides, he knew me since like..urmm..forever? hahaha..he even calls me adik ok? but anyhow..i think he is so cute..adorable..he is juz like a polar bear..baby's bottom..he is so putih..melepak tau x? n smooth skin..but..big belly..ala..juz lyk my brother..but..he's younger than my bro..i think he's bout 23 or 24..or myb younger..he works at baskin as manager sumtg2..so i can get free ice cream if i see him! hahaha..well..the thing dat makes me have this 'crush' thing is he is lyk so baik la to me..(myb i'm too lonely or wat?) ok..let me tell u guys the story..real one..yesterday..abah, abang n me went to this majlis..mama malas..so..abah kinda nid a hand though he said that "u juz go there n eat..ok? xwork.." end up die, i was working lyk it was my majlis..busting my ass off out there..but its ok..puas hati la..coz orang yang datang were more than we expected..abah was the administrator kot..so..suddenly i saw my bro's frens..including him, the baskin guy..at that time, i was like too busy..so cam xamek port la..n my bro leyh asked him "ko knal x sape nieh?" he said "adik ko dowh! rjin gle mnah nie..tolong..baik..bagus die..pkai mekap lg..hahahaha" (not to puji dri sndri but he's the one who said all that..secare sinis..) n i was lyk..shut up! terpakse ok? hahaha..xde la..tlbeyh rajin n man power xcukop..so..its ok la..worth tolong orang..satisfaction is wat we aim for right? so..eventually they had to do sum lifting n other works too..then..during the majlis..mostly i hung out wif the guys..abang n abah had to be in the dewan..so i lpak2 kat tepi tiang..n suddenly he came..asking for my BB..n i tot wat? he's actually holding my bro's BB, but then, stil he wanted mine..n yeah, he's my bro's photographer that nite..hahah..padan muke..bepeluh ko..hahaha..so he sat next to me..n used my bb..he tried to open their fren's fb..apparently, he's fingers r huge so he cud not enter the password..so, ak yang kebetulan hafal password mmat 2 coz he's been saying it for lyk 10 times,(mau x nye, dok kne retype for dun noe how many times..hahaha) ak pon tolong la tkan..n it works..hahaha..jeles die..hahaha..n then we hung out, chit chatting n dgr ak nyanyi lgu wonder gurls..hahahaha..he was lyk.." haaa! abes la nt dak nie hack fb org len" "tgk pe 2??" etc..i was lyk, ko jgn tgk porn dlm bb ak dah la..hahahaa..n he's lyk so tkot that i'll hack his fb..hahaha..sorok2..but when i ask him, he told me..so ak cam..duhhh..hahaha..n we all sembg2 sume..but mostly ngn die la, if antara rakan2 abang yg len..he even hold my bb n my car keys for me..n i dun know..he's being nice..at times, die buli ak jge..such as.."dikk..tolong amek air..plzzz..ckp la, minx lalu abg2..konfirm they'll let u cut the line..hahaha" eww..mntang2, ak pompuan, so org msti kc jln,potg q amek air punye..hahahaha..bodoh owh..but trust me..die gune bb ak, cm die nye je..muke vein je while typing..ble ak tgk die tgh type ap, he was lyk stared at me, smbel bt muke HEP! hahahah..pstu cm sorok..hahaha..he even used it until mende 2 hang..tension ak..hahaha..n oh..i think, he saw my pics! damn! hahaha..he even smiled, dgn perlinye thdp my wallpaper..dang u!! hahahaha..n then..i realised..ppl there were looking at me like..idk..ak rse myb bcoz my eyeliner smeared..n then i realised..coz m the only lady in a bunch of guys..huge guys..hahaha..n always, i mean ALWAYS sat next to him..n asked him to hold my things in front of those ppl..so i dun noe..wateva..yg pling klakar, ktorg bpe org ntah, including my bro la, mkn roti jale rmai2 gune 1 pgn je..hahaha..spe cpt die dpt cm 2..tp mau tau la bpe bnyk diorg amek n ak bjaye ate 2 je..hahaha..n they bullied me to take the kuah for them..jht tol..hahaha..n then..at the end of the majlis dh kot..kan he held the car keys for me kan? haa..coz 1time, i asked my bro for it, n then suddenly he said "did i gave it u juz now? where did u put it? haa..jgn nak tuduh ek?? " dgn bunyik abangly like..hahaha..it was wif my bro..wic happens to be juz dpn ktorg..hahaha..tp die dh jwp dlu, ak lynkan je la..hahaha..d next time, it was really him to hold the keys..hahah..time btol2 nk blik...my bb was at him..n he almost forgot bout it..omg..nseb bek mntk..klo x..mmg la die bt harte..hahaha..but..1 mende la..ak perasaan die dok luang klo ak ask him for either bb or keys..he wud say.." bnyk sgt kunci kete!! hahaha" smbel korek poket..actually it was only 2..1 die nye, 1 mine..hahahah..n even when ask bb..die surh ak main teke2..aperkah? coz, he didnt noe wic is wic..btwn my bro's n mine..jln die sng..i had my face on it..so, kne kuarkan dri pouch..tp kdg2 die teke..ad 1 time he said, "nmpk x isu leyh jd seorg secretary yg hebat??" hahaha..tp kan..gle ak mnje ngn die..surh die pggkan je bb ak tu..hahaha..the reason is my baju kurung had no pockets watsoever..so he offered 1st kot..tkot jtoh, dh alang2 die pon nk fb-ing..so..lame2, ak nek lemak..hahahaha..pgg la ko..hahaha..so cm 2 la..basically..the story..hahahaa..but again..to emphasize..its juz a BRO SIS crush..nutting much..ak pon x gle lg..hahaha..sorry sume yg tlibat! heheh..nie la kesannye ble dh gle..up side down..hahaha..

fin..weeeeee..

p/s : rse cm nk squish je pipi die..sgt2 nk squish..cm bear!! a white bear!! hahahaha..at least, ak dh bjye lupekan bnde lame..heheheh..