saket...

ak rse..pnykit lme ak dtg blik..bkn dtg blik, tp xpegi2 n stay in my body..pnykit 2 adlh pabile ak stres, tension, ak akn rse nk muntah n ak akn mule bt kilg hersyes lg..

mke..ari nie..ak xtau la mne 1 osmate ak yg bt sial lak kli nie..ak rse..lme2..abes washer machine ak 2..nk kt ak gune brg diorg, ak xgune..klo gune pon pnde ak bg dgn kondisi yg elok..2 pon klo ak gune la..nie dh cm sial dh ak tgk..nzk dh mnde 2..mmg la skdr washer machine..mgkn org akn glak la..tp..dri ctu kte dh leh tau whether org respect kte x..ak dh ckp bek2..surh gune elok2..mnde 2 pon bkn nye murh..ngan kondisi gawat nie..ak xnk la sushkan mama n abh..diorg pon bnyk nk kne pkir..ak cm bse..akn fake klo mama tny psl washer machine..ak kt mnde ok..pdhl..cm 2gu time je ak tgk..

pnat dh ak bgtau diorg..ckp bek2 xnk dgr..ble ak maki hamon, wlopon bkn dpn muke diorg, but definitely diorg heard those swears 2..i dun even care..dh mulot ak cmnie..so..i dun giv a damn la klo diorg o spe kt ak ni ntah pape, emo, pape je la..ble ak dh jd cm 2, pndai lak kan..nk bt bek, xmo tgk ak emo2..pg jahanam la sume 2..nk bodek2 lg..aahhh..ko pkir ak mkn sume 2?? ko pkir ak mkn rasuah korg 2?? ak nie kebal la dri sume 2...tlg la..timekaseh je la...

dlu time ak stres..its fine..ak xsket ke pe ke..except 4 time ak tumbok2 dinding je la..tumbok ank dre org kang kne smn xpon msok court lak kan?? so..xpe la..skunk nie..mslhnye,..klo ak tense sket, saket ak 2 dtg blik..nk gigil dh bdn ak dbtnye tau x?? mkn pon cm..kne pkse..psl prot dh sket..mke kne mkn gak..tp..ak rse bdn ak lemah..nie bru sket nye tense pon dh cmnie..nk muntah2..berak2..how bout nex time?? ak pon x tau la..

skunk nie..ak rse mantong je..prot nie cm bt hal..mmg..rse cm nk muntah..ntah la..diorg tau x, diorg bt cm nie sbnrnye nyusah kan ak?? lg saketkan ak?? ssghnye ak tau ak x fully recover lg from last time..tp..ak mls nk tnjok ak sket..sumhow i nid 2 b strong n happy 4 others..seyesly..ak pon igt ak dh sehat..xmore lyk las time..but..xsgke la..mnde nie mseh ad lg..ari 2, ak prsn gak..ak stres psl pe ntah..ak cm nk muntah..tp..ak xmo la igt lg..psl last time..mke..kli nie..even k ros pon kt ak nie kompom x recover lg..

xpe la..lgpon nex week nk blik dh..ak rse..time 2 je la..ak akn cube pulihkan dri ak..dgn hilgkan abes2an ak nye stres..minx2 la..but 4 now..i hv 2 b positive n epy..lg ak tension, lg la ak saket..so..i'll try 2 b epy..although i noe its gonna b hard in tis situation..iaitu ak rse ak lembik skunk nie..

fin..hesshhh..

p/s: ida, frh n lisa..jgn risaw psl ak..ak ok..look..m still alive rite?? so..nutting 2 worry..