nie lg satu ak xphm npe..ak sering d scandalkan dgn rame org..kdg2 dgn org yg ak x ske..klo yg ak ske 2 xpe la gak kan?? hahaha..mke..wateva la..ak ske..kne keneng2 cmnie..tp..insyallah tiade prsn sbnr pon kat mamat 2..tp..ak rse..org leh tau klo ak ske sum1..as in really in luv..tp..slalo nye..insyallah outer2 je..tiade inner feelings (bkn filling..) pon kat org 2..mgkn kerne ak tlmpao cube 'bpijak d bumi yg nyate' (spt ak ckp kan kat farah d kunink)..myb ak tkot sblh kaki pjak sblh terawang2..wah..tkoyak punai..agagaga..
yg lbeyh ak heran..ak klo kne scandal, ak nie bkn nye lawa sgt pon utk d scndalkan..bek scandalkan minh2 lawa kat luar sne..mslh nye..ad lki2 yg go wit d flow lak 2 kan?? adoiyaii..xpe la..dlu klo kne scandal mst dgn org yg ak knal..kre both knal..tp skunk nie..klo ak kne scandal pon pd org yg ak rse ak xknal die n die x knal ak..tgk muke pnah..ckp x..len2 pon x..mke..xpe..xde hal..redha je..x de unsor marah2..hahaha..ske lgik ad..kot2 la cre nie bt ak ad feeling cm pompuan2 len..wic is gatal n miang nk kapel..hahaha...xnk..busok prangai..
ad yg gatal smpe brgn nk kawen pon ad..mke..ntah la..tpulg pd individu 2 sndrik..bg ak..laki equals 2 frenship..xde nye lebeyh2..kwn sudeyh.. spe2 pon la..tp..klo ak ter-adored die scre blebeyhan 2..umm..ak akn try trik blik dri ak..n kt..klo dpt pon..kwn sudeyh..hahaha..dri dlu lgik cmnie..hahah..
mama pon kdg2 2 tny.."adk dh ad bf?? balak?? pakwe??" mke..jwpn ak akn streotype spt "xde..xde mse" or "ad!! cesc fabregas ku syg!!" atau yg seangkatan dgn nye..myb mama igt ak dh bsr..haha..wlopon ak mseh rsekan ak nie knk2 bwh 12 atao bwh 6thn..n die pon tau..haha..mke..bt bodosh je..tp..die x tny slalo..kdg2 je..ble perlu iaitu spt kala mlihat hp ak slalo bbnyik atau bz ym..hahaha..lnx la..die sndrik kt xyah..relek dlu..bnyk mnde len perlu n leh bt...hahah..100% ak sokong!! hahaha..tp..mama tau ak slalo kne keneng, scandal, fitnah n sbgnye..die xamek port pon..die tau ank die cmnie..hahaha..
mke..currently..ak d scandalkan dgn ejat and banana boat..n matchmaker2 2 rse nye korunk tau spe dri korunk..ahahaah..xpe..tros trg..ak xkesah pon..cumel pe banana boat..hahahah..bluek!!! muntah biru ak..ye ke?? haha..definitely mereke sudah bpunye..malahan ejat sndrik dh ngaku..mke..x biggie..kot2 t-fall for u ke kat mreke ke..hahaha..nhs lak korunk nnt kan?? nk kwl ak..hahahah...
n sum ppl said dat, when i adored sum1, ak seolah2 btol2 ske kat mamat 2.. hahaha..gle hrpn palsu pd dri sndrik kan?? hahaha..ak pon sbnrnye..ptot be frank thdp drik sndrik..ak sbnrnye xpnah tau klo ak ske 1 manusie 2, ak ske tol2 ke x..ak xnah tau lgsg..kdg2 ak rse cm tol2 ske, kdg2 vice versa..hahaha..mke..lnxkan..ak sndrik men kan prsn sndrik..so pe hrus ak bt?? haa..bt bodoh je la jwpn die..hahaha..sbb 2 la..ak ske tny mmbr2 ak..ak nie tol2 ske ke men2? diorg akn jwb "ko nye prsn..mne la ktorg tau..ko rse ske ke x??" 2 la jwpn klise ak dpt dri mreke sume..hahaha..xmbantu tol..mke smpe skunk..ak sndrik x phm dgn prsn sndrik..whether lyk o x..luv o x..benci ke negative2 nie pndai lak ak..hahaha..darkness tol..
xpe la..solusi nye adlh..ak biarkan je..sume nye ketentuan Allah swt..klo tol ad mamat yg ske ak or ak ske 2, jodoh ak wlopon smentare(=kapel..hahaha..ayt biar manis..)..mke..Allah perlihatkan lah..klo bkn jodoh pon..xkre bpe lme periodnye, mke..mau jge Allah tnjokkan..tp..bg ak..ak lebeyh prefer gini krn ak mrsekan bhw Allah sdg jge ak, lindg ak, cegah ak n sbg nye drpd bnde2 x elok yg ak bkl lakukan..ak tau ak nie cm..umm..kurg bek..mke..Allah mkin lindg ak dri bese..slme nie pon Tuhan dok jge kte..tp..as we all noe, feelings cant b control unless u try 2..tp..bak kte frh..zmn mude rmaje..spe yg xpkir, xnk, x tringin nk kapel..kan?? mke..ak xleh jwp soalan 2..rsenye sume mnusie sme..but limitation yg beda..hehe..
fin..ak ske sume laki lah..sng..tkot bias..hehehhe...gimson pon x tkecuali..hehehehe..
p/s: kpd spe2 yg trse..maap..xde niat pon..tp nie la pe yg ak rse..ak x kesah pon pe korunk nk ckp..stakat nie, nie pdrian ak..mgkn brubh mgkn x..k?? harap maap..
mood: ntah, lgu: dat's wat u get n tanpa
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kaddang2...aper yg org bwt yg kiter x suker....tuhh...sbb org tuhh niat dier baek....dier x nk kiter rser cm kekurangan.....maybe kiter rser....cm kiter okay wit it.....but then...pompuan smer pompuan kiter taw...feelin msing2.....so...kalu really x suker...then....ckp teros terang x suker.....jgn larghh nk kias2....kadg2 org x phm...n tink kiter okay wit it....so....be honest.....eventhough people will thought that ur cranky...who cares???
that was only a thougt....
umm..mmg tol pon pe ko ckp..tp..2 la..tpulg pd org 2 la kan?? hehe..kte xtau..hehe..mker..2 pdpt ko..leh d bwk kpd ptimbgn..heheh..
ha.. ha..ha.. ko..nie.. time skola dulu pon ko tak pernah kesah pon org skandal kan ko ngan sape2 pon... cam ak skandalkan ko ngan kodok , alinaz skandalkan ko ngan..amal + bahar (2 in 1)... wah ...igt lagi tak?, budak 5B skandalkan ko ngan Asif... sape lagi eh... ops lupe... ak list kan dulu eh... tgk ko igt ke tak... izudin, adam taufiq, syafiq... (ops.. nie skolah rendah nye kan), azwan, (nie pon same), then... syazwan...nie baru sparo... chinese pulak... emmm tak terlupe yap jie jong, ci kai, chen henry, and many more... wahhhhh... mmu pulak.... alex... carpet.. ops..kepet...blonde, kissable, and latest.. banana bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbboooooooooaaaaattttttt!!!!!!! hehe .... ko mane lah amek port sgt manusia2 nie.... time skolah dulu... budak2 laki sume berebou-rebot nak kat ko.... ops... i mean nak rapat ngan ko... it's all up to how u take it... kan... hehe... sesatu ak ko tak de pon pernah rase unconfortable pon dulu... hingga.. kini... haha. nabila@nabil@halloweeniegal@jezzebleshot.... is d same... b4, now.. and forever
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