season mgkn..

refer to the above matter...bkn la season bola or anytg..but..season genre lgu..ak pon xphm..since these past few months, n definitely lately ak gmr sgt dgr lgu screamo, post hardcore, death metal n yg skutu2 dgn nye..yg thp gegendg tlinge pecah je sume ak on..d mnekah pegi jiwe rnb n soul ak ..hip hop pon dh mnjauh..lgu how do u sleep 2 je x sngaje leh msok jap..2 pon kdg2..yg lbeyh mnyerap msok cm pampers adlh lgu2 yg mmerlukan high voltage je..

abg pon dh mule plik..dgn keadaan ak..he assumed yg ak nie dh 'girlie' yg bg ak geli..mke..xkan nk dgr lgu2 gini..mlg nye..i turn out..2 b..emo..goth..metal..n bla3..hahah..hahaha..mmg mmpo bt ak glak..hahah..nie dok dgr emarosa la..bring me the horizon la..alesana la..bla3..abg pon nek kompius..hahah..stil nk ckp ak nie girlie..pe skit die pon ak x tau..hahaha...pas nie mgkn the devil wears prada plak..elok la sgt 2..hahah..

ble hp ak bnyik kat opis mama..d whole opis tsntap..tkejot mgkn..ttbe2..mjerit..hahah...nme pon screamo..hahaha..xleh la ak nk serap lgu beyonce ke spe ke..bt la cmne pon..xleh la..hahaha..biar kan la..btw..lgu2 screamo nie..cm kne ngn jiwe ak yg sntiase kusut n drundum cm2 mslh..hahah..ye ke?? pdhl nmpk epy je..hahaha..biarkan..pakej lak gr album2 punk goes pop la, punk goes metal la..pe la..sgle punk goes ____ ak dh ad..sume album die..dri zmn spe ntah..hahaha..sdap woo..

bygkan, lgu luv song (sara barellies, sorry, xtau eje..) leh jd punk n screamo version..bpk sdp seyh..lg sdp dr singer asl..hahaha..ye2..lnx la pe korunk ckp..ak x kesah..hahaha..tp lgu2 yg d 2kar nie..sume sdap..lgu apologize yg timberland 2..n lgu wat goes around comes around..waalaaaooo..bes siott..hahaah..

ok2..fine..dri dlu lg..ak ske bnr lgu2 cmnie..rock..xkesah wat type..sume ak lyn..rock kapak pon on je..tp..musim die dh abes..musim die ble perlu je..iaitu..dkale stress mgkn?? hahah..entah..it comes naturally...hahaha..skunk..screamo meamo..hahah..dh3...

fin..aarrgggghhhhhh..hahahaha

p/s: bass guitarists o any type of guitarists..mmg wow!!! hahaha...

how do U sleep??

It's been about a year now 
ain't seen or heard from you 
I've been missing you crazy 
how do you, how do you sleep 
I found the letter you wrote me 
it still smells just like you 
damn those sweet memories 
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep. 

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you 
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you, 
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you 
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you 

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl 
In your favorite car with the missing top 
man around my way where we used to park 
and did all those things to steal your heart 

(Chorus 2x)
It's been about a year now 
ain't seen or heard from you 
I've been missing you crazy 
how do you, how do you sleep 
I found the letter you wrote me 
it still smells just like you 
damn those sweet memories 
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep. 

Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again and again (they come and ask about you) (they say) we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you. 
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too 
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you 

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl 
In your favorite car with the missing top 
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart 

It's been about a year now 
ain't seen or heard from you 
I've been missing you crazy 
how do you, how do you sleep 
I found the letter you wrote me 
it still smells just like you 
damn those sweet memories 
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep 

It's been about a year now 
ain't seen or heard from you 
I've been missing you crazy 
how do you, how do you sleep 
I found the letter you wrote me 
it still smells just like you 
damn those sweet memories 
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

lgu nie from jesse mccartney..ak pon x tau npe..smnjak 2 mnjak nie..ak gmar mdgr lgu nie..hahaha..dh la spt " BAGAIMANA ANDA TIDUR?? " haha..xrse plik ke..tjok je..hahah..mke..xpe la..isi dlm die pon..xde la bes sgt..xde related dgn mne2 situasi ak..mke..mgkn ak sdah mengong..hahaha...btw..d song sounds kiut..

n dh la sume org nk runtuhkn smgt ak utk mjd seorg psychologist yg bjye..ad ke org leh kt ak akn gle cm org gle 2..psycho..ye2..fine..ak tau ak mmg dh separe saiko..but..dat doesnt mean i really am saiko or sumtg..hahah..mke lupe kan je mreke..dh mmg ak nk jd saikolojis..mke..bkn njis..so time je la..kan?? even family ak sokong tp ad doubt sket la..tkot..ak jd saiko kot..hahaha..lnx kan la..k fine..paragraph nie xde kaitan dgn isu d ats..

bblik semule..how do u sleep?? ak kdg2 (time biol) ak leh jwb soalan nie..spt..how do i sleep? ak tdo dgn cre melentang?? ad prob?? hahaha...kdg2 ak akn jwb..ak tdo mngiring...ad hal?? xde kan?? mek jgn kco cmne cre ak tdo..hahaha..wlopon ak tau jwpn cm xtepati skema jwpn..hahah..mgkn jge cre ak tdo adlh dgn mghidu bntal busok dlu..hahaha..upss..maap..tlpas sudaaahhh..hahaha..ye..nk bt cmne..habitat ak cm 2..mke tme je..hahah..

hahaha..fin..zZzZz

p/s: nyenyak tdo kat umah sndrik..btw..lgu 2 mkne nye len..ak ske ati je interpret len..hahaha..x dirty thgs la..4 sure..hahah

1st week cuti

stlh skian lme bcuti..bru la ari nie dpt ku coret kan d blog..iaitu ak BOSAN..1st week of d cuti mmg bosan..kne ikot abh abg o mama..abh o abg stndrd la..guard ke pe ke..mama.. ke opis die..hahaha..mke skunk nie..ak sdg jd receptionist d opis..ahmad fuad amin & partners..hahaha..tp mlm2 gak bes..coz leh tgk rncgn feberet ak..THE NANNY..hahaha

mke..xtau nk cte pe..mlenkan..ak dh SHOPPING bju..3 4 lai...1 bju pompuan, balance 2 tshirt r..hahaha..myb nk shupping jeans lak kot..nie sume hasil generousity nenek ak..kc duit..utk bshopping..syg gak die thdp cucu die - ak n abg la..hahaha..dpt la sket2..hahaha..tros trg KAMI X POW..sumpah..die yg kc..time je la..heheh...rejeki jgn d tolak..

fin..

p/s:nt ble dh ad idea ak tulis lg..hahaha..

mslh yg melanda kami,,

now dat ak realise..kmi 4 org nie punye mslh..bkn mslh pe, mslh ttg BERCAKAP..pd mulenye, ak rse cm funny tp lme2 cm tkot lak bjgkit n tkot xleh nk ubt dh..hahahahah

ak

ak ad nyakit sasol..asyek tsasol je..kdg2 leh cover line, kdg2 2 men lps ske ati mak bpk ak je..hahaha..abg ak ske crik 'mistake2 kcik' ak nie..ckop ak bnci..hahah..tp btol..dh cm sakai dh ak rse..keadaan nie prlu d slmtkan..tp ak pon xtau cmne..tp..insyallah n alhamdulillah la x strok c anip (mmbr abg ak)..die nie lg punaya..kerispatih-tapi bukan aku pon leh jd kerispatoh-tapi bkn aki..hahahah..ak x thp cm2 lg kot..n ak jge ske create word sndrik dgn cre 2 words ak jdkan 1..hahaha..spt..conth nye beras hancor = bancor..hahaha..nie cnth je..ak xigt la words yg ak create 2..tp sumtg lyk tis la..hahahaha..tp..ak sbot clear..hahaha...cume..cmne 2 words jd 1?? haha..ntahlaa...lg 1, ak ske ckp cm kelly..sume org pon..tp ak ske ckp cm..gunekan cre yg pnjg wlopon leh shortcut..ak rse la..hahaha..mke..kne g brubat cm nie..hahaha..

farah

die nie..bkn ak je..tp lisa n ida pon dh lme prsn..n tuan punye bdn pon prsn..die ad gagap..mmg lmbt nk smpe 1 1 pktn 2..hahaha..smpe die sndrik kt "ah sush ak nk sbot..xmo ckp la.." hahahaha..but sumhow, ktorunk 3 org manage utk capture pe yg die cube nk ckp..we teke it correctly..hahaha..terror x?? die nie pon cm ak gak..ske bt word sndrik..spt..td ak mnom soya cincao..die leh ckp kerabu cincao..hahahaha...tp..skunk nie, die nyakit mkin trok ak rse, coz die ckp kerabu cincao dgn konfiden nye..dlu,klo ckp, cm men trik tali, xbpe nk konfiden..skunk nie bkn men..hahaha..cmne ak nk sedot kerabu cincao gune straw?? hahahaha..nseb la ak n ida tau pe yg cube die nk smpekan..hahaha..tp..sumhow..frh, ko jge prlu diubati dgn segere..cm ak..hahaha..tp frh nie predictable..die xckp, br bt xpression ktorg dh tau die nk pe, ckp pe or pe2 je la..hahaha..

ida

haaa..die nie..mmg..ak pon xphm..die nie ske ckp x abes..n den xpect org tau la smbgn ayt yg sterusnye..hahahaha..die akn ckp ayt 2..ble tgntong die akn ckp " u noe wat i mean rite? u noe wat m trying 2 say kan??" hahahaha..nseb die bek coz ktorg tau smbgn die..hahahaha..ko nye cre brubat sngnye, tlg la len kli abeskan ayt..wlopon kmi tau smbgn nye..tp ketidakade kesinambungan 2 kdg2 mjelekkan..hahahaha...xde la..cm tgntg..cm ad 2nd part of d story..tp kne 2gu len season..cm 2 la prsn die..hahaha..ke xde idea utk smbg ayt 2?? myb xdpt o xleh cri word or ayt yg sesuai kot utk smbg ayt 2..hahaha..kdg2..die nie..kelly gakk..sme je cm sume..hahah..

lisa

die nieh..klo ckp, muke xde xpresi..xpon, klo ad xpressi, mmg sungguh2 die kc..tkot ak..leh jd ckgu tadika la..hahaha..die xbnyk prob sgt..xyah nk g brubat lg..leh lg...own medication je la..hahaha..tp..haa..die nie keli..hahaha..ckp cm kelly kdg2..hahaha..mantepp..hahah..tp  still..xyah attend doctor..xpe..ko leh lg..unless klo dh kne tempias, sebaran, jgkitan nyakit ktorg 3 org 2 mmg kne msok skali la clinic yg bdekatan..hahaha

scre whole nye

yg pntg..msing2 ad nyakit sembor..hahaha..plg trok ak n ida..sme je..len kli..bwk viper ye masing2(kt ida)..ak rse kne pke suit..tp suit 2 klo kne air liur msing2, leh melt suit 2..hahahah..tp ad lg..yg x dtrgkan kat cnie..nyakit2 len swktu bckp..hahah..spt gestures n so on n so 4..hahaha..

fin..sqwjdbaujcbrilef...

p/s:mri la kte mnuju jln yg bnr iaitu jauhila dri dri kancah status ym yg mlampao..hahahaha..

final??

bek la..kte tolak dlu isu scandalisme yg lande dri ak 2 3 mnjak nie..bebalik soal d ats..final..bkn final fantasy or final match but final examz for final sem for foundation..

mke..exm start 18 bln nie..dgn bngge nye..1 hapak pon ak x bljr lg..spt bese la..lg 2 ari nk start exam bru nk start bljr..ak pon x tau npe..dri dlu ( zmn skolah ) smpe skunk cmnie..brok tol prangai..hahahah..ak tgk org len..dh bljr bgai nk rak dh..ak je..xpe..akn ku cube progress kan dri ku nie..hahaha..org 2 minggu sblm, ak 2 ari sblm..hahaha..xpela..eden torai..hahaha..

fin..cayok2!!

p/s: xslalo nk blog dh kot..nk final..nk try study..mke..doakan dku..n sume dak mmu..hahaha..

saket...

ak rse..pnykit lme ak dtg blik..bkn dtg blik, tp xpegi2 n stay in my body..pnykit 2 adlh pabile ak stres, tension, ak akn rse nk muntah n ak akn mule bt kilg hersyes lg..

mke..ari nie..ak xtau la mne 1 osmate ak yg bt sial lak kli nie..ak rse..lme2..abes washer machine ak 2..nk kt ak gune brg diorg, ak xgune..klo gune pon pnde ak bg dgn kondisi yg elok..2 pon klo ak gune la..nie dh cm sial dh ak tgk..nzk dh mnde 2..mmg la skdr washer machine..mgkn org akn glak la..tp..dri ctu kte dh leh tau whether org respect kte x..ak dh ckp bek2..surh gune elok2..mnde 2 pon bkn nye murh..ngan kondisi gawat nie..ak xnk la sushkan mama n abh..diorg pon bnyk nk kne pkir..ak cm bse..akn fake klo mama tny psl washer machine..ak kt mnde ok..pdhl..cm 2gu time je ak tgk..

pnat dh ak bgtau diorg..ckp bek2 xnk dgr..ble ak maki hamon, wlopon bkn dpn muke diorg, but definitely diorg heard those swears 2..i dun even care..dh mulot ak cmnie..so..i dun giv a damn la klo diorg o spe kt ak ni ntah pape, emo, pape je la..ble ak dh jd cm 2, pndai lak kan..nk bt bek, xmo tgk ak emo2..pg jahanam la sume 2..nk bodek2 lg..aahhh..ko pkir ak mkn sume 2?? ko pkir ak mkn rasuah korg 2?? ak nie kebal la dri sume 2...tlg la..timekaseh je la...

dlu time ak stres..its fine..ak xsket ke pe ke..except 4 time ak tumbok2 dinding je la..tumbok ank dre org kang kne smn xpon msok court lak kan?? so..xpe la..skunk nie..mslhnye,..klo ak tense sket, saket ak 2 dtg blik..nk gigil dh bdn ak dbtnye tau x?? mkn pon cm..kne pkse..psl prot dh sket..mke kne mkn gak..tp..ak rse bdn ak lemah..nie bru sket nye tense pon dh cmnie..nk muntah2..berak2..how bout nex time?? ak pon x tau la..

skunk nie..ak rse mantong je..prot nie cm bt hal..mmg..rse cm nk muntah..ntah la..diorg tau x, diorg bt cm nie sbnrnye nyusah kan ak?? lg saketkan ak?? ssghnye ak tau ak x fully recover lg from last time..tp..ak mls nk tnjok ak sket..sumhow i nid 2 b strong n happy 4 others..seyesly..ak pon igt ak dh sehat..xmore lyk las time..but..xsgke la..mnde nie mseh ad lg..ari 2, ak prsn gak..ak stres psl pe ntah..ak cm nk muntah..tp..ak xmo la igt lg..psl last time..mke..kli nie..even k ros pon kt ak nie kompom x recover lg..

xpe la..lgpon nex week nk blik dh..ak rse..time 2 je la..ak akn cube pulihkan dri ak..dgn hilgkan abes2an ak nye stres..minx2 la..but 4 now..i hv 2 b positive n epy..lg ak tension, lg la ak saket..so..i'll try 2 b epy..although i noe its gonna b hard in tis situation..iaitu ak rse ak lembik skunk nie..

fin..hesshhh..

p/s: ida, frh n lisa..jgn risaw psl ak..ak ok..look..m still alive rite?? so..nutting 2 worry..

keseorgn..

atao d sme ertikn dgn alone..hahah..spt bese..every kmis, azlinah-rumate ak akn brambos blik kl..tgl ak sesorg..ak ske...hepy gle..cm dpt blik nie 4 me alone..ak leh psg speaker skuatnye-osmates skalian xnah kesah dgn ap ak bt kerne mrke jge bgtu..hahaha..spt bese..ari nie..die blik..spt bese gak..ak epy..blik dh cm reban klo die xde..wlopon skdr 2 3 ari..bmkne kerne privacy dpt dgunekan dgn sbek2 nye..haha..slen 2, brg2 ak pon nek ke ats katil nye..fine klo kt ak nie greedy ke kurg ajr ke pe..ak xkesah..mgkn tbse ble kat umah..blik utk dri sndrik..mke..cm nie la..tbwk2..tp..syukor nye..die x kesah..kdg2, die pon cm 2 gak..hahaha..so..gib n take..haha..xpe la..lgpon..nex sem die dh nk dok tgkt len..mke..ak akn dpt new rumate nex sem..xtau la dpt yg cmne..minx2 la yg elok2..ak nie pon x elok..tp at least, ak nk yg phm n xamek port dgn ap yg ak bt kat dlm blik nie..

MAMA!! I REALLY NID A ROOM IN TGKT 18 2!!! I WANNA HV A ROOM JUZ 4 ME!! mls la syer ngan org..tkot org pkir mcm2..dh la pkj ak nie bnyk..spt..sume nye ad mls d hdpn..spt mls nk spu, mls nk kemas n bla2..hahaha..dh la brg ak je dh bnyk mlampao smpe x muat nk msok dh..klo dpt blik sorunk at least, bnyk sket ruang..n everytg leh in order sket..xde la cm skunk nie..smpit n messy..klo cmpak ular pon x kan prsn la kwujudan nye 2..hahaha...so..k..dats  all..

fin..hehehe...

p/s: fenin2..hahaha..tp puas..