saket...

ak rse..pnykit lme ak dtg blik..bkn dtg blik, tp xpegi2 n stay in my body..pnykit 2 adlh pabile ak stres, tension, ak akn rse nk muntah n ak akn mule bt kilg hersyes lg..

mke..ari nie..ak xtau la mne 1 osmate ak yg bt sial lak kli nie..ak rse..lme2..abes washer machine ak 2..nk kt ak gune brg diorg, ak xgune..klo gune pon pnde ak bg dgn kondisi yg elok..2 pon klo ak gune la..nie dh cm sial dh ak tgk..nzk dh mnde 2..mmg la skdr washer machine..mgkn org akn glak la..tp..dri ctu kte dh leh tau whether org respect kte x..ak dh ckp bek2..surh gune elok2..mnde 2 pon bkn nye murh..ngan kondisi gawat nie..ak xnk la sushkan mama n abh..diorg pon bnyk nk kne pkir..ak cm bse..akn fake klo mama tny psl washer machine..ak kt mnde ok..pdhl..cm 2gu time je ak tgk..

pnat dh ak bgtau diorg..ckp bek2 xnk dgr..ble ak maki hamon, wlopon bkn dpn muke diorg, but definitely diorg heard those swears 2..i dun even care..dh mulot ak cmnie..so..i dun giv a damn la klo diorg o spe kt ak ni ntah pape, emo, pape je la..ble ak dh jd cm 2, pndai lak kan..nk bt bek, xmo tgk ak emo2..pg jahanam la sume 2..nk bodek2 lg..aahhh..ko pkir ak mkn sume 2?? ko pkir ak mkn rasuah korg 2?? ak nie kebal la dri sume 2...tlg la..timekaseh je la...

dlu time ak stres..its fine..ak xsket ke pe ke..except 4 time ak tumbok2 dinding je la..tumbok ank dre org kang kne smn xpon msok court lak kan?? so..xpe la..skunk nie..mslhnye,..klo ak tense sket, saket ak 2 dtg blik..nk gigil dh bdn ak dbtnye tau x?? mkn pon cm..kne pkse..psl prot dh sket..mke kne mkn gak..tp..ak rse bdn ak lemah..nie bru sket nye tense pon dh cmnie..nk muntah2..berak2..how bout nex time?? ak pon x tau la..

skunk nie..ak rse mantong je..prot nie cm bt hal..mmg..rse cm nk muntah..ntah la..diorg tau x, diorg bt cm nie sbnrnye nyusah kan ak?? lg saketkan ak?? ssghnye ak tau ak x fully recover lg from last time..tp..ak mls nk tnjok ak sket..sumhow i nid 2 b strong n happy 4 others..seyesly..ak pon igt ak dh sehat..xmore lyk las time..but..xsgke la..mnde nie mseh ad lg..ari 2, ak prsn gak..ak stres psl pe ntah..ak cm nk muntah..tp..ak xmo la igt lg..psl last time..mke..kli nie..even k ros pon kt ak nie kompom x recover lg..

xpe la..lgpon nex week nk blik dh..ak rse..time 2 je la..ak akn cube pulihkan dri ak..dgn hilgkan abes2an ak nye stres..minx2 la..but 4 now..i hv 2 b positive n epy..lg ak tension, lg la ak saket..so..i'll try 2 b epy..although i noe its gonna b hard in tis situation..iaitu ak rse ak lembik skunk nie..

fin..hesshhh..

p/s: ida, frh n lisa..jgn risaw psl ak..ak ok..look..m still alive rite?? so..nutting 2 worry..

keseorgn..

atao d sme ertikn dgn alone..hahah..spt bese..every kmis, azlinah-rumate ak akn brambos blik kl..tgl ak sesorg..ak ske...hepy gle..cm dpt blik nie 4 me alone..ak leh psg speaker skuatnye-osmates skalian xnah kesah dgn ap ak bt kerne mrke jge bgtu..hahaha..spt bese..ari nie..die blik..spt bese gak..ak epy..blik dh cm reban klo die xde..wlopon skdr 2 3 ari..bmkne kerne privacy dpt dgunekan dgn sbek2 nye..haha..slen 2, brg2 ak pon nek ke ats katil nye..fine klo kt ak nie greedy ke kurg ajr ke pe..ak xkesah..mgkn tbse ble kat umah..blik utk dri sndrik..mke..cm nie la..tbwk2..tp..syukor nye..die x kesah..kdg2, die pon cm 2 gak..hahaha..so..gib n take..haha..xpe la..lgpon..nex sem die dh nk dok tgkt len..mke..ak akn dpt new rumate nex sem..xtau la dpt yg cmne..minx2 la yg elok2..ak nie pon x elok..tp at least, ak nk yg phm n xamek port dgn ap yg ak bt kat dlm blik nie..

MAMA!! I REALLY NID A ROOM IN TGKT 18 2!!! I WANNA HV A ROOM JUZ 4 ME!! mls la syer ngan org..tkot org pkir mcm2..dh la pkj ak nie bnyk..spt..sume nye ad mls d hdpn..spt mls nk spu, mls nk kemas n bla2..hahaha..dh la brg ak je dh bnyk mlampao smpe x muat nk msok dh..klo dpt blik sorunk at least, bnyk sket ruang..n everytg leh in order sket..xde la cm skunk nie..smpit n messy..klo cmpak ular pon x kan prsn la kwujudan nye 2..hahaha...so..k..dats  all..

fin..hehehe...

p/s: fenin2..hahaha..tp puas..

MMU CARISBROOK TOTAL TOUCH RUGBY 5'S

scoreboard

diorg la yg men, yg tgk n bla3..

players, ref n comittee

saat d pdg..(team len)

dgr dgn pnoh phatian..hahaha..

d mcs...alia n hanis..gud job..

commitee yg gedix2 nie..ida n lisa..job well done!! 

ak farah n ida..a job well done also 2 us..

A VERY GUD JOB 2 ALL..!!

gmbr len d ms..mke..2 shj..hahah..

malas gle babi...

malas dh mlande dlm veins n arteries ak..assignmt mls..mrapu kat blog leh plak..hahaha..lnx kan..sat lg..smpe la kot mood..nie tgh syiok ym..kco lisa..dgn cre bt2 xknal die..bengang die..hahaha..sory lisa..tiade niat..tp ske..lhat ko derite tp derite 2 ak yg bt..hahaha..

fin..mlas nk tlis lgik..

p/s: wateva la..

lupe lak..

layout yg bru nie..xde unsur2 atau pe sje yg kaitan nyokong GAY yer..kbetolan ak tgk cm nice n colorful..mke..amek n jdkan je layout..xbenci gay..cume x bpe gmar la..xnk sokg kerne mreke spt mhine n insult Islam..kerne Allah jd kan kte psgn laki n pompuan n bkn psg dgn sme jenis..tgk pe Allah bt kat zmn Nabi Lut..mke..pkir2 kan la..renung2 kan..n slmt bramal..hahaha...

fin..maap..

p/s:maap skali lg klo ad yg marah or trase..xde niat..it's just my opinion..

musim makan

xtau la npe..lg..ari nie..tbe2 feelin nk mkn n kepenatan a.k.a kecapean..ak pon xphm..nk period mgkn..lnx kan la..hahaha..mke..mau mkn..lpr..siot tol...mls 2 pon ad..tp ak rse..mls 2 bjye bmaharaje lela dlm dri ak nie..haahah..ak tau pe korunk nk ckp..ank dre x elok mls..so wut?? ske ati ak la..slgi mak bpk x memekak pe slhnye..hahah..xmati kebulur nye lg..mkn mseh cukop..hahaha..xpe la..sok mkn..ptg..sblm jmpe frh nk settle psl aca essay yg mbelenggu idop dak2 yg msok clz english..mdm rani kt kne bt 1000-1500 words..ak sgkekan bnyk la sgt..lai2..2 pg pon dh lebeyh pd 2..rse ttpu tau x?? rse thine!! hahahaha..mgkn..ngarot 2 lbeyh sgt kot..hahaha..xpe2..sok ak n frh akn cube atasi problemasi nie..hehe..mke..smpe d cni aje takat nie..saludos...

fin..sengal..

p/s: alaaa..pls la plak!! disadvantages of having lots of uni?? umm..ayuh kte pkirkan..ida...sabo..nt ak anta k?? hahaha..dh snyp..

scandal n match making n fitnah n adek bradek dgn nye..

nie lg satu ak xphm npe..ak sering d scandalkan dgn rame org..kdg2 dgn org yg ak x ske..klo yg ak ske 2 xpe la gak kan?? hahaha..mke..wateva la..ak ske..kne keneng2 cmnie..tp..insyallah tiade prsn sbnr pon kat mamat 2..tp..ak rse..org leh tau klo ak ske sum1..as in really in luv..tp..slalo nye..insyallah outer2 je..tiade inner feelings (bkn filling..) pon kat org 2..mgkn kerne ak tlmpao cube 'bpijak d bumi yg nyate' (spt ak ckp kan kat farah d kunink)..myb ak tkot sblh kaki pjak sblh terawang2..wah..tkoyak punai..agagaga..

yg lbeyh ak heran..ak klo kne scandal, ak nie bkn nye lawa sgt pon utk d scndalkan..bek scandalkan minh2 lawa kat luar sne..mslh nye..ad lki2 yg go wit d flow lak 2 kan?? adoiyaii..xpe la..dlu klo kne scandal mst dgn org yg ak knal..kre both knal..tp skunk nie..klo ak kne scandal pon pd org yg ak rse ak xknal die n die x knal ak..tgk muke pnah..ckp x..len2 pon x..mke..xpe..xde hal..redha je..x de unsor marah2..hahaha..ske lgik ad..kot2 la cre nie bt ak ad feeling cm pompuan2 len..wic is gatal n miang nk kapel..hahaha...xnk..busok prangai..

ad yg gatal smpe brgn nk kawen pon ad..mke..ntah la..tpulg pd individu 2 sndrik..bg ak..laki equals 2 frenship..xde nye lebeyh2..kwn sudeyh.. spe2 pon la..tp..klo ak ter-adored die scre blebeyhan 2..umm..ak akn try trik blik dri ak..n kt..klo dpt pon..kwn sudeyh..hahaha..dri dlu lgik cmnie..hahah..

mama pon kdg2 2 tny.."adk dh ad bf?? balak?? pakwe??" mke..jwpn ak akn streotype spt "xde..xde mse" or "ad!! cesc fabregas ku syg!!" atau yg seangkatan dgn nye..myb mama igt ak dh bsr..haha..wlopon ak mseh rsekan ak nie knk2 bwh 12 atao bwh 6thn..n die pon tau..haha..mke..bt bodosh je..tp..die x tny slalo..kdg2 je..ble perlu iaitu spt kala mlihat hp ak slalo bbnyik atau bz ym..hahaha..lnx la..die sndrik kt xyah..relek dlu..bnyk mnde len perlu n leh bt...hahah..100% ak sokong!! hahaha..tp..mama tau ak slalo kne keneng, scandal, fitnah n sbgnye..die xamek port pon..die tau ank die cmnie..hahaha..

mke..currently..ak d scandalkan dgn ejat and banana boat..n matchmaker2 2 rse nye korunk tau spe dri korunk..ahahaah..xpe..tros trg..ak xkesah pon..cumel pe banana boat..hahahah..bluek!!! muntah biru ak..ye ke?? haha..definitely mereke sudah bpunye..malahan ejat sndrik dh ngaku..mke..x biggie..kot2 t-fall for u ke kat mreke ke..hahaha..nhs lak korunk nnt kan?? nk kwl ak..hahahah...

n sum ppl said dat, when i adored sum1, ak seolah2 btol2 ske kat mamat 2.. hahaha..gle hrpn palsu pd dri sndrik kan?? hahaha..ak pon sbnrnye..ptot be frank thdp drik sndrik..ak sbnrnye xpnah tau klo ak ske 1 manusie 2, ak ske tol2 ke x..ak xnah tau lgsg..kdg2 ak rse cm tol2 ske, kdg2 vice versa..hahaha..mke..lnxkan..ak sndrik men kan prsn sndrik..so pe hrus ak bt?? haa..bt bodoh je la jwpn die..hahaha..sbb 2 la..ak ske tny mmbr2 ak..ak nie tol2 ske ke men2? diorg akn jwb "ko nye prsn..mne la ktorg tau..ko rse ske ke x??" 2 la jwpn klise ak dpt dri mreke sume..hahaha..xmbantu tol..mke smpe skunk..ak sndrik x phm dgn prsn sndrik..whether lyk o x..luv o x..benci ke negative2 nie pndai lak ak..hahaha..darkness tol..

xpe la..solusi nye adlh..ak biarkan je..sume nye ketentuan Allah swt..klo tol ad mamat yg ske ak or ak ske 2, jodoh ak wlopon smentare(=kapel..hahaha..ayt biar manis..)..mke..Allah perlihatkan lah..klo bkn jodoh pon..xkre bpe lme periodnye, mke..mau jge Allah tnjokkan..tp..bg ak..ak lebeyh prefer gini krn ak mrsekan bhw Allah sdg jge ak, lindg ak, cegah ak n sbg nye drpd bnde2 x elok yg ak bkl lakukan..ak tau ak nie cm..umm..kurg bek..mke..Allah mkin lindg ak dri bese..slme nie pon Tuhan dok jge kte..tp..as we all noe, feelings cant b control unless u try 2..tp..bak kte frh..zmn mude rmaje..spe yg xpkir, xnk, x tringin nk kapel..kan?? mke..ak xleh jwp soalan 2..rsenye sume mnusie sme..but limitation yg beda..hehe..

fin..ak ske sume laki lah..sng..tkot bias..hehehhe...gimson pon x tkecuali..hehehehe..

p/s: kpd spe2 yg trse..maap..xde niat pon..tp nie la pe yg ak rse..ak x kesah pon pe korunk nk ckp..stakat nie, nie pdrian ak..mgkn brubh mgkn x..k?? harap maap..

mood: ntah, lgu: dat's wat u get n tanpa

mereke dlm process...

wahhhh..ak xtau la musim pe skunk nie..tp..mlihat kan d kiri n kanan..ak gumbira..kerne mlhat kwn2 ak bahgie..mreke sdg brade dlm proses u noe wat..wic sumtg 2 do wit L*ve word..ak gumbira gle..ske banget..sorg dgn h (bkn nme sbnr) n sorg lg dgn a (bkn nme sbnr)..xlame lg lar 2..hehe..mkn nsik tomato la ak..hehehe..sdapp..aym msk merah tau!! org x kire..nk gak..hehe..

ak nie..spt bese..scandal sudeyh..dri dlu (dri zmn skolah rndh) smpe skunk..sng idop cmnie..xyah nk pikio bnyk..epy gak...x sengsare sgt..hahaha..

but still..love is in d air..ak dpt rse lubb2 floating pabila melihat rkn2 ak sengih2 sendirian...mlhn glak tanpe sbb..x gle..cume angau je..tp..xmo ngaku..mke..xpe..ak redha..phm prsn mreke..hahaha..

i will be and almost lover tbe2 men2 kat headset ak..hehe..sgt sesuai..tp xmo la lyrics yg separate part..nk yg lubb2 punye..ntah la..tp..papehal pon..

GURLS!! I'M VERY HAPPY FOR YOU!!  HOPE YALL GET WAT U WISH FOR..I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YALL K..

fin..lubb3..<3

p/s: sedeyh plak dgr almost lover nie..*sigh..

perot kuu...

ak xtau la..nape lak kan..tbe2..ceretz d beretz lak..alaaa..kne pnyakit lak..dh bt je hersheys2 2, jd bad mood..lmah smcm (slme nie pon)..xlrat..nseb la abg xtau ak ad blog..mmpos die glak klo die tau..esp post nie..alhamdulillah..tp mama mst cte kat abg..pas2 die glak cm jin gmok floating kat ats air..(monolog sndrian) dr ptg td kot..kimak tol..tank prot ak pon E kot skunk..

utk mnmpkkan ak ngade2 d hdpn korunk sume skunk nie, td ak msj mama n ak bgtau ak sket prot..halle berry..hersyes liquid..hehe..maap..mke..mama mule riso..stret call..mke..ckp la..die lecture..spt bese..kerna pmakanan pedasan lbeyhan..mke..d lecture utk kurg kan pedas2 2..serte NO kerang2..buah2 plik jgn mkn..kerne..ak sbnrnye mngalami prot sensitivity sjak azali lg..tp ak amt mgemari utk mkn2nye..mke..family ak ckop pantg (bkn pntg ngandong..igt!!) n riso klo psl prot ak nie..sbb beron je ak leh kne sumbt ke klinik..obat 15 types kne mkn..mke..mama..ckop tkot..

mke smbong kmbli..mama pon kt..mkn la pocai..ad pocai x?? ckp la ad..n bakalan nk mkn..kerne dh xthn..mama kt bgos..pastu..after 10 to 15 mins, mama cl lgik (spjg blkunye incident nie, bnyk kli..buang 5 kli dh nie..)..tkot ank die nie pgsn kat dlm jmbn..hahaah..igt ak x nah kne cm 2? haa..2 biarla ak n family ak je ye yg tau..die tny condisi ak..mom's instinct mgkin..die tau ak cmne..but more lykly based on xperience..hahaah..mke..pas2, dpkse mkn sumtg..nestum ke pe ke..jgn podas..tmpor kang..hahaha..mke..ak kt mkn la nt..tgk la..roti pon ok je..die kt..ok..stabil x nie?? klo x stabil, surh spe2 anta g klinik..ak ckp..alaa..beron2 je kot..xyah la nk g klinik..summore kne sushkan org lak nk anta..mke mama kt..jgn ckp cmtu..dh tau sensitivity prot 2..jge2 la sket..klo rse ptot g, bek g..nk remind2 kesah lme lak mama nie..hahaha

tp..dgn cre mama,ak rse die tkot ak pgsn dlm jmbn serte kepucatan emo serte xde tenage or mybe mau domam kerne tlalo bnyk mbt hersyes liquid n mnguarkan mknn gaye org anaroxiea..srentak..it always hepen when ak kne sket prot massive cmnie..abg mmg ske tol peli ak klo ak kne cm nie..smpe ke sudah ak asyek kne..bt hersyes bese pon sbok die dok dpn pintu jmbn nk dgr ak puke..ak kuar je toilet..mst dpt soaln nie from die wic is "adek halle berry je ke or wit muntah skali?? lmah x?? nmpk lesu2 n lemau2 je nie!!  hahaahah" cm 2 la die..nates!!!! coz ad 1 time, mse ak cik2 dlu..ak ckp.."asl bron je lmah..asl beron je lmh..pnat tau!!!" mke..smpe skunk..abg ak igt..ak rse smpe ak mmpos pon cmtu la ak kne agknye..

dh la bkn sbb period chart 2..ngong..

mama kt..lg 1..nie mst tlmpao depressed sgt nieh..it can b a factor..lyk i dun noe u..mama ckp cm 2..mke..ak ckp..ye la kot..entah..mama kt igt mama xtau..jgn nk tpo..adek dpressed kan?? jgn tlmpao stress kan sgt..pstu..all of d sudden, she asked me wat am i doing at dat time..ak jwb la bt esemen..dpn lappie..mama kt c??!! relax2 la sket..dun force urself..pastu die tny..ak clz kol bpe sok..ak ckp la lmbt dlm kol 2 cm 2 but..xsmpt nk smbong die kt haa..tdo awl..bgon lmbt sket..relek2 sket..ak ckp la but kne jmpe lecturer..n she asked me y lyk ak kne detention or buang lak..haha..ak ckp nk anta esemen n stuff..die kt..ok..tp..careful..eat healthy foods..jgn nk mkn pdas2..cili sos 2 ltak tpi..jgn nk amek2 pndg2..prot 2 pon mrh..mkn slh..otak x center..hahahaha..ak pon xleh nk kt pape..ak glak n ye kan je..n sumhow i manage 2 tukar topik..haha..

mood 2 sbnrnye hilg sblm ak alami sensitivity intestine lg.. ntah..ak pon x phmm..rse gloom..ntah la..myb 2 la ponce ak bk kilg liquidity hersyes kot..hehehe..

fin..bluek!!!! arggghhhh!!!

p/s: mke..kini..korunk tau ye antare pnyakit ak..ad lg..yg mnanti..ak nie..bnyk sumber pnyakit..mke..redha kan je la ye?? timeceh...