breaking benjamin - give me a sign

Dead star shine 
Light up the sky 
I'm all out of breath 
My walls are closing in 
Days go by 
Give me a sign 
Come back to the end 
The shepherd of the damned 

I can feel you falling away 

No longer the lost 
No longer the same 
And I can see you starting to break 
I'll keep you alive 
If you show me the way 
Forever - and ever 
the scars will remain 
I'm falling apart 
Leave me here forever in the dark 

Daylight dies 
Blackout the sky 
Does anyone care? 
Is anybody there? 
Take this life 
Empty inside 
I'm already dead 
I'll rise to fall again 

I can feel you falling away 

No longer the lost 
No longer the same 
And I can see you starting to break 
I'll keep you alive 
If you show me the way 
Forever - and ever 
the scars will remain 
I'm falling apart 
Leave me here forever in the dark 

God help me I've come undone 
Out of the light of the sun 
God help me I've come undone 
Out of the light of the sun 

I can feel you falling away 

No longer the lost 
No longer the same 
And I can see you starting to break 
I'll keep you alive 
If you show me the way 
Forever - and ever 
the scars will remain 

Give me a sign 
There's something buried in the words 
Give me a sign 
Your tears are adding to the flood 
Just give me a sign 
there's something buried in the words 
Give me a sign 
Your tears are adding to the flood 
Just give me a sign 
There's something buried in the words 
Give me a sign 
Your tears are adding to the flood 

Forever - and ever 
The scars will remain 








http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/breakingbenjamin/givemeasign.html






fin








p/s : the scars will remain. 

2pm and fanfiction

speaking of dbsk's related fanfiction in the earlier post, i am also currently in love reading 2pm's fanfic..the pair i love the most is khunyoung - nichkhun + wooyoung..sometimes im into taeckhun - taecyeon + nichkhun..i dont listen to 2pm's songs much..only heartbeat and i'll be back..but i love to read the fanfic..since..i dont know..they look so cute! especially khunyoung couple..hahaha well, even in variety shows, they did show affections towards each other..which i must say, i fangirl-ed over that..hahahaha well, i like wooyoung because of his baby face face, his funny and nonchalant..he's completely ignorant..so i love that..hahaha 2pm's parody of you're beautiful can be considered as the bomb! hahaha all i got the say, all of them are hot..*imagining taec's and khun's abs* *licking lips* omg! lol seriously, their hard rock abs are like so popping my eyeballs! orgasms people, orgasms..hahahhaah still, i love wooyoung, so baby like but with a manly voice..i really wanna pinch those cheeks! hahahah ok go to go now..dinnerrrr!!! laterrrr!! lol


fin


p/s: taec + khun + woo = threesome is awesome! lol! ;p

dbsk

this few weeks and currently into dbsk or tvxq or tohoshinki..the old one..i mean the time when they're still 5 members..it's all started from the banjun drama they're in..i just love how they acted in the drama..well, after that, i tried searching for their videos, variety shows and also listening to their songs..i like balloons and mirotic..balloons, so cute..but mirotic, friggin sexy! hahaha at first, i start to love hero jaejoong..but now, im completely in love with park yoochun or micky..i think his hot..well he is..his voice is just unfff..hahaha his body is also unff..and his english is like wow! of course, he lived in the oversea for quite sometime..but im also so into dbsk pairings..YooSu - yoochun and junsu and YunJae - yunho and jaejoong..sorry changmin, you're a loner..just go and learn from your hyungs ok? hahaha so i keep on searching and reading their fanfiction..im prone to yoosu though..hahaha oh yes! junsu's dolphin shriek! lol omg! that's epic! well, i gotta say i love all them 5..they're fun and hot and etc..rather that the songs, i prefer their actings..they have talent for act..of course, my yoochun's the best! heheheeh

fin

p/s : something wrong with the image uploader..still..gonna spam yoochun's pic when it's available! heheheh

i got the same!!!

well, i consider myself lucky today coz i just spotted and bought a new pair of earrings and a ring! but not just the normal ones but they are exactly like g-dragon's earrings and yonghwa's ring!!!!

gd's slime earrings

the one that i bought

AND

yonghwa's bunny ear ring

got myself a white version of it

well, at first i didnt even remember they had the same thing..after a while of looking at these two items, then i remembered it's exactly like theirs..hahahah well im so so happy!! weee~ thanks vincci for producing items that korean celebs have though it's a bit late..still, i feel happy! ^^

fin

p/s : i wish the earrings is in green..the slime..heheeheh

TOP : random facts !

Nickname: T.O.P.(Tempo)
Real Name: Choi Seung Hyun (최승현) 
Postion: Rapper Vocal 
Birthday: November 4, 1987 
Height: 180cm, 6'0" 
Weight: 65kg, 142lbs 
Blood Type: B 
Specialties: Rap, BeatBox, Song Making, English 
Career History: KBS 'I Like Jadu's Radio' Rap Battle Winner, a number of performances at clubs. 
Pendant: A Megaphone.

Fun&Random:
His favorite foods include rice, ice cream, yanggeng (red bean jelly), donuts.
His favorite nickname is ÃÖž (choiTOP) and TOP hyong (pronounced 'tohp hyong', a cute way of saying 'hyung' but from girls)
His clothing size is Large.
In the 4th or 5th grade in elementary school he listened to rapper, Notorious B.I.G. and after hearing his music, he was moved by it and wanted to get into music.
Likes yanggeng, a sweet red bean jelly. He thought the smell of the red bean paste was so lovely and loveable, but doesn't remember when he started liking it so much.
There was not a time where TOP had high scores while in school.
He used to sleep walk when he was young. Now he just wraps his hoody tightly when sleeping.
He thinks he looks good in whatever he wears.
His most prized possession is his backpack, which he received as a birthday gift in 2006 from the other members. Doesn't go a single day without wearing it!
His first kiss was in "7th grade, near the Han River with my girlfriend/Because I wanted to do it/A slight kiss on the lips." - TOP
Registered on Seotaiji's cafe and on various African-American singers fansites.
Has his mom as #1 on speed dial.
Hates to hear that he looks mean/scary.
He picked Taeyang as the member he would date if he was a girl, claiming he would 'steal all the innocence in him'.
If he didn't do music, he'd sell clothes, or something to do with fashion.
He can calculate calories really quickly.
Has a complex of looking scary to people, so he likes to cover his face in public. Doesn't have much confidence in his looks.
Nickname in school was infant/sleepy.
Most confident with his philtrum.
Chooses love over work.
Relieves stress by making his dong sengs (younger members) laugh.
Nicknamed by some fans as Beastly Seung Hyun--comes from his rap sounding like a beast.
Some people say he resembles a ³ÐÀûºÎ¸®È²»õ (spoonbill stork.)
Would like to do an ice cream CF. (accomplished!)

General:
Before entering into Big Bang, he had been rapping in underground as Tempo.
He cried when he saw 2000 fans at a surprise birthday party for him, thrown by the other members.
Doesn't like it when fans put up pictures of his family on the internet. He feels apologetic to his family.
He was the first member to be featured in a solo MV for another artist in Big Bang - Red Roc's 'Hello'.
He wants to learn from Seung Ri and GD's determination of finishing work to the very best and getting it done efficiently.
TOP's 'sense.' He has a knack for being humorous no matter what the mood is.
One of his favorite songs is 'Notorious B.I.G. - Big Papa.'
He wants to someday duet with Lyn and Gummy.
Wants to be a hyung who isn't embarrassing to his younger siblings.
His favorite artists include Method Man and Kanye West.
His answer to if he crushed on a girl in his fan group, is that he would be disappointed, and that all he can do is look at her and let her walk away. He won't do anything more than that, because she is the fan.
He seldom went Karaoking before.
TOP was listed as #41 in Mnet's TOP 100 "Must Have" Males for 2007

Other:
Classmates with Park Tae Hwan (gold medalist at Beijing Olympics Summer 2008), even took the screening test with him

Credits to the7REAL. at soompi.com (theREAL. at ygbb.net) & community.livejournal.com/vipbigbang_info

fin


p/s : cute!!!

reminiscent over you

suddenly, when i saw a picture of kim rae won, it reminds me of you..well, i always said to myself that you looked like him..that time, of course..it's been like what? 10 years? but you're skin wasn't as dark as his..you're thinner..but i think you have the same smile as his..sadly, i've never have a picture of you..so whenever i saw kim rae won's, i'll remember you..there's one time, i forgot who got the same face with you, i google-d it day and night, for days..when i got the answer, rae won that is, it stays in my mind..sticking like glue..i dont know if others would agree, but you're my malay version of rae won..the smile, pretty much similar..the teeth was somehow different, i guess..rae won's teeth's bigger..and the eyes were even similar..small eyes that is..hehehe i remember how nizam tried to match us up in every of that religious class..hahahah but we're more advanced than him.. every time, we would wear the same colour or pattern..oh i cant forget that time when nizam said that we're back from mosque, got married..hahahah coz you're wearing baju melayu and i was wearing baju kurung..and we went up to the room together..with smiles plastered on our face..though the real fact that you're teasing me, and i managed to tease you back and we end up laughing..i denied about us so much right? though both you and i knew and acted like we're so much more..and..nizam, your silly old brother never gave up..he'll always find a way to make us a couple..cupid much? lol

i always thought you guys are gentlemen..i mean, you guys always waited for me until my brother came up to pick me since the class ended up late at night..im so thankful for that..after making sure it's the right car,  i went inside it, you guys would then walked home peacefully, saying "we'll see you again tomorrow, bye!"..nizam once said "bye sis-in-law!" lol! we three the only ones that were above 10 years old..lol of coz nizam was much older..hahaha the kids were totally blur with us three..hahaha i remember when you and me will sit next to each other (so close) at the bench outside, near the playground spot within the house watching the kids running.. and nizam, which at first were with us and suddenly disappeared through thin air..chasing (or bullying?) the kids..and definitely the time when you said you wanna have a look at my mobile phone..text pictures to be exact..and i accidentally opened 'i love you' and 'i miss you' etc it was very embarrassing..you blushed too..hahahah and i kept on explaining that i just got it from my brother, all those text pictures were his and so on..and you just nod and smile..both of us were too shy..nizam made cheshire smile, i saw it..hahahah but yeah, under the moonlight, it's kinda romantic..heheheh well, i dont know..nizam used to say, many times, that you liked me but you're just too shy or ego or something..and he said he even blessed our relationship which there wasnt any relationship at all..hahahah he said we're meant to be together, bla3..he persuaded me even in front of you every night..and i would just laughed it off..saying it isnt true..and you would do the same but we both blushed..so hard..changing the topics..and so on..good times, right?

now, i realized how many times my ablution was annulled! it's all coz of you! hahahah when we touched, pulled each others hand, slapped, etc i didnt know that time, forgive me Ya Allah..and whenever we sat on the same table, which we always did, we would fight, encouraged by nizam as he said that's love,we would ended up got punish together to another same table..hahahah even the teacher thought we had something! hahahah the kids approved too..hahahaha funny! oh2! oh shit! i remembered something! our feet..urmm..hahahahah since you're tall, you got long legs..and it always brushes with mine..dang! lol well, sometimes you playfully reached your feet to mine..i would just stepped on it or kick it..but sometimes i did the otherwise..well..urmm..oh God! hahahah omg! now i realized, even that time, we weren't that much of innocence eh? hahahah and we're like just 10? and that's not even including the times of other things that we didnt realize we did..im speechless now..ahahah 

hey! i remembered there's one time, i was in the car, my brother went to see his friend on the opposite house..i watched as you and nizam walking further..i remember this scene in this bollywood movie..so i said to myself, "if he really likes me, he'll turn his face and smile at me.." i merely said it, didnt put any hopes on that..but i dont know if im lucky or what, i was shocked that you actually turned, smiled, and waved! you smiled so brightly in the darkness of the night..in the current situation, i dont know if my eyes should hurt or my heart..but that time, i was so ecstatic and high..i waved back, smiling like a monkey..i watched as you walked further and farther away..it was one of the best moments i've had in my life and i'm gonna remember it the rest of my life..even when my brother went inside the car, talked to me, i wasnt really paying any attention..i was so high..hahahah if only you knew about this..you would be laughing and teasing me..but at the same time you would blushed..i think..

but i still love the text pictures situation..it's like a confession, right? i cant remember everything well but i think you did held my hand before you took my phone away and play with it..and i was shy, i just looked away..omg..i cant believe i did all these! lol why are these memories flash before my eyes now? lol come on,  we never see each other after i left so suddenly and i dont even know why i did that..but the last thing happened was, there's a girl, a friend of mine i guess, liked you, saying you're handsome, cute and so on..she's gonna try you..you never seem to have interest in her..i'm not sure but i think it shows..clearly on your face..(it reminds me on taeyang's only look at me) nizam was the one who liked her..i remember i helped nizam to get her but at the same time listened to her liking you..and after that, im gone..i dont even know what happened then..sorry to let you go like that, i know, it's my fault..maybe she was eager on getting you but she didnt know about us since she was new, that time..you seemed annoyed with her too..right? or it's just me thinking that way? but it did shown on your face..hopefully i was right..

talking about blessings, even your little sister blessed us..it's funny..she interrogated me and even asked us to be together..hahahha 

well, sometimes i do wish we could meet again, at least become friends..but i dont think we would recognize each other..after these long years..it's too long..things have changed..many..maybe you're not the same anymore..you are my first crush..(right? or s it first love? i dont now the difference..)but i really wish i could meet you and become friends..just friends is enough for me..though i know you would probably had forgotten me years ago..maybe even be with her or anyone else..i just, wanna, see you and recognize it's you and the same on your part..would it be possible? i dont know..if you turn into the exact kim rae won, maybe i would recognize it's you..lol but again, sorry to leave just like that..im very sorry..

he looks like you.

#np cnblue - love revolution




fin




p/s : because the day we wore green, it's said, we got married..




I want you in my life (in the castle, in the air)
I want you kiss me everyday (I take your hand, my dear)
I want you in my life (I don't want you fly away)
I want you smiling at me everyday (You're my dreaming days)
If your love won't stay with me forever
I'll be loving you, whenever
You in my life (tell me everything's alright)
I wanna be your shining light, Forever