Sunday, January 22, 2012

legal attachment

i'm starting to freak out already. in a month i'll have this legal attachment, something like training or practical or whatever bullshit you call it. it's gonna be 3 months, as usual. but it's freaking me out!!! i don't even care about the final papers anymore. i mean come on. i don't think i'm ready or cut out for work just yet. i'm a natural lazy bum, a couch potato, a massive slug! you know, thoughts ran to my mind. like, 'can i actually do it?' 'will i be able to do finish the tasks on time?' 'will the people there hate me?' and other stuffs. i'm trying to figure out how it would be. i'm trying to imagine myself but i don't see any 'light'! all i see is dark! but then again, i thought of you know, the good things. like maybe my boss is a good guy. and the fact, i'll be working in the middle of the city, lunch hour would be the best thing ever. but! i have to face traffic jam and all but that isn't much of a problem. the work itself is! oh God, please spare me. let me be this on brilliant (easy to catch up), lovable and definitely not being a slug during that period. amin. okay. that's about it. got something to do. anyways, pray me for me peeps! for my exams and that 3 hellish months. well it's not that i won't be updating but just saying. eheheheh


p/s : future always freaks me out.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

The future freaks me out too. Hello Motion City Soundtrack fan! hehehh