Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

im currently in love with this song

"you know i'd do everything for ya"
"but you wont do the same"

aint that sad?

pity him
^__^

fin

p/s : he's not handsome but he has a great voice

might as well buy his album

coz he's hot and you're not

ze eyes! ze brows! aaaaa~~ *melting* 

finally

ok..finally ive change the setting to a new one..and im loving it..weee~ ok..done.. :D


gonna go to bed now..planning to wake up early tomorrow..for no reason..lol..which i know it will be hard..lol..oh im such a heavy sleeper..and im so hard to get up..ok..so..wateva..daaa~~

fin


p/s : hope to dream of tabi~ wee~

aww~ look at him sleep..so adorable..ok..daesung's cute too..smiling so brightly..aww~~ tabi~~

pics of him and others sleeping..click here.. weeee~ arent they cute! ok NITES READERS!!

i.am.so.hopeless.

sorry. the pic is so huge. but. aww. aint he look adorable? lol

it's friggin 3 am and im still awake..i dunno why..but i am..i just finish watching the social network..it was fine..not to say real good..but it's fine..i like the friend of mark zucker-wateva shit his name is..eduardo..i think..he looks handsome..the soon gonna be spiderman..heheheh ok..that's about it..

oh yeah..been in tira's place like for days..no internet..so i was kinda froze for a while..but still..it's for the sake of completing the text preparation for oral submission..which..i didnt finish it yet..lol well..i think..ill finish it tomorrow morning..ill try..somehow..

thanks tira for the hospitality..sorry if im a burden..and being quite a useless person..ok so you said, im just like tabi..so..urmm..lazy..and pretty much a burden to others..hahaha but he's cute..me too..*i guess* lol being like tabi is fun..but..other people will feel heavy..lol well..thanks so much and sorry again..but if we have time..i'll invade your house again..

tomorrow im gonna accompany tira since it's gnr day for her..as in guns and roses..hehehe so..ok..mybe i'll get myself something too..

fin

p/s : im gonna go to sleep now..and I WANT GD AND TOP'S HIGH HIGH ALBUM!! like now!!!

am i confusing you guys?

i love this man here so badly

well..i dont know why but recently everyone is asking the same question which is "are you in a relationship with someone?" or alternatively "do you currently have a bf? coz u seems like one!" lol even my housemate asked me whether im having a scandal or what..ok..people..listen up..listen it good ok?? IM SINGLE and available..for God sake, where did you guys get those silly ideas? hello~!! me?? having someone? are you blind? hahah me, like this, wont get anyone in the near future..and i dont even care bout it..people said my tweets and statuses give them some curiosity about my relationship status..well, this may be funny but seriously, who would actually want me? hahaha ok whatever..

or..is it..maybe..too much of tabi? there were many tweets that i wrote were on him..well..who else? i mean, im into him and no one else, for now..so..dont worry peeps..there's nothing to worry about..it's only tabi..and he isnt my real bf..*wishing he is! :p* well..i just dont know what to say..or maybe im too good with words..but, i cant get any happier when i see him or his voice..like seriously..he makes me fly, everytime..as if like his my man! he drives me insane! :D so..those words naturally came up like that..what should i do? im in love with him, wishing him to be mine which is so impossible..even in thousand years, i wont get him..

and peeps..at least, give me some space to feel like i have someone..though it's just for a celebrity..which again, i wanna emphasize, i wont get him..i just wanna have fun with myself, loving someone..ok..i admit it..I LOVE HIM! I'M REALLY IN LOVE WITH CHOI SEUNG HYUN! but at least i know my limitations..i mean..i know the real fact..he's a celeb..but at least my imaginations can run wild since it's just a fantasy..i could love him as much as i could, hate him as much as i want, or imagine whatever i want..but, i wont go to that extent, you know, fantasizing those dirty things..hahahah..well, if i did, you guys wont know right? lol

thus, it's much much MUCH better like this!

by the way, i think TOP is building up his body..somehow, i think, he has 6 packs now..i mean he looks tough..i mean the body..his chest looks..urmm..stronger? broader? lol this is latest pic..click here..and this is somewhere mid this year..click here..oh gosh! he looks hot in suits..i just cant get enough of him! i might as well wanna eat him alive! lol well..i think he tries to become a bit buffy and he did look like that, a bit after the movie 71:into the fire..well..can i make him as my pillow? pleaaassssseeee?? hahahaha! well, it's a bonus for him..sexy eyes, voice and body! perfecto! lol

fin

p/s : listening + singing OH YEAH by GTOP ft BOM.. oh! so! addicted! :D

pressured!

oh gosh..mama baru call tadi and we're talking fine until kluar topic pasal si hamba Allah tu..damn! bende dah lama kot..mama saja je cakap yang die still suka aku..wtf? ok fine..pastu mama kt jangan sampai die buat semayang hajat ke istiharah ke..sudahlah..aperkah?? he wont do it pon..takkan la desperate sangat? i mean come on..aku cakap kat mama, kalau betul die suke, cakap je la, be frank with me..although i might just laugh my ass off at him..but still..kalau suke cakap..pe hal sampai nak semayang2, nak doa2 plak? mula2 mama trigger sket2 je..pstu mama kt doa orang teraniaya selalu nya termakbul..apekah teraniaya? mama kata aku banyak mainkan hati die..but mama bukan nye tau the truth pon..aku tak abes2 cakap yang since die tengok gambar aku n abang tu die start menjauh..it's not my fault pon..why didnt he ask me at the first place? n mama kt mungkin die tengok aku ni bukan league die, cam aku nie terlampau high maintaince sampai mungkin die x brani nak approach..aper lak? aper kaitan? aku cam senang..kalau suke cakap je..then i'll think over on what to respond to it..tapi paling terok time last2 sebelum tutup hp adalah mama x abes2 surh aku beware, tkot2 die semayang n doa2..aku cam..xyah ngarut..ok..clearly suara aku dah lain, dah nampak aku bengang..agak2 la..he wont go to that extend..as if takde pompuan lain dalam dunia nie..n mama made it like aku pon dah takde choice lain melainkan laki tu sorang..oh gosh! come on..seriously, im depressed..dah takde mood gile..rasa cam nak jerit je..tapi nanti housemates kata aku gile plak..and now, im listening to metalingus, aku ikut je die jerit..come on ma, dont do this to me..u know mother's punya doa will work everytime..and i dont want it to happen..im sick of all the things related to him..past is past la..dah malas dah kot..die pon dah tak anggap nie kawan die dah silap2..and dunia nie penuh lagi laki lain..and issue 'i love you tabi' tu bukannye nak permainkan die, yang aku sndri pon tak tau pe yang ad kat dalam hati die tu..lantak la..it isnt suppose to be an issue pon, i mean me and him dah totally over pon as a friend..pe pasal lak die nak segala semayang2 tu sume semata2 nak dapatkan aku? sebab malu nak confess? come on! kata anak jantan, kalau suka cakap je la..yer, aku kasar n yer ak ad possibility akan gelakkan kau kalau kau confess kat aku..but aku ada hati n perasaan which aku takkan nak malukan or jatuhkan maruah kau tak tentu pasal..be a man..but, i said these coz moms normally have instincts..so, kalau betul instinct mama tu, aku mau kau jadi jantan la..ngaku je..aku tak nak jadi straightforward and ask you whether or not kau penah suka aku..nanti confirm salah satu punya maruah akan jatuh..tapi aku seriously pressured when mama said there's possibilities that he does those prayers and all which aku pikir, bukannye sampai tahap nak kawin pon sampai perlu camtu..Ya Allah, Kau ampunilah dosa aku yang mungkin aku telah bercakap kasar/tinggikan suara kat mama which im not intended to pon..aku just terlampau pressure dengan situasi nie yang sepatotnye tak perlu timbul pon at the first place..semoga Allah mengampuni aku..amin..

fin

p/s : im so fucked up! in need of tabi presto!

i'm tryna

hey peeps! remember the post i wrote about TOP's singing..cant remember? ok, click here..well..the 2nd video, i was searching like hell for the song he sang in that video..well, finally i found it thanks to beibi552 (youtube) for giving me the title and the singer..well, when i try to hear the full song by the original singer, i think TOP sang better! like seriously..though his pronounciation is quite funny..but maybe because TOP has a deep voice..but both were ok..but right now, this song is one of the songs im addicted to..gosh! lol i wish i could hear TOP singing it in full..hehehe

well, you can hear it full here by the original singer, omarion..

I'm Tryna lyrics

[Omarion Talking:]
Damn, I really messed up this time
But Imma make it up to you
Listen

[1st Verse:]
Seems just like the other day
you were my woman
Shopping malls and holidays
couldn't tell us nothing
Now your gone away and I'm
still tryna deny it
But I'm tired from this pain
and I just can't hide it

[Hook:]
Its like oohoohoohoohooh
I just can't get over you
Girl oohoohoohoohooh
It feels like I caught the flu
Girl I'm sick from all these lies and these games
And I'm sick from being the reason we turned out this way

[Chorus:]
I'm tryna act like I don't wanna be with you
Like I would be OKAY
If you just walked away
I'm tryna act like I don't wanna see you
Like you were just a face
I'll forget you in a day
I'm tryna act like I can do without feeling on your booty
Find another ghetto cutie
To do me like you do me yeah yeah
But I'm just so addicted to you
Imma try but I can't
Cuz your all I'm tryna do

[2nd Verse:]
See ya here and there with your friends
And I start the fronting
Act like I been doing my thing
I don't need your loving
But you see it in my eyes
Girl something just ain't right
Since we don't share this bed no more
I can't sleep at night

[Hook:]
Its like oohoohoohoohooh
I just can't get over you
Girl oohoohoohoohooh
Feel like I caught the flu
Girl I'm sick from all these lies and these games
And I'm sick from being the reason we turned out this way

[Chorus:]
I'm tryna act like I don't wanna be with you (oohoooh)
Like I would be OKAY (be OKAY)
If you just walked away (walked away)
I'm tryna act like I don't wanna see you (I don't wanna see you baby)
Like you were just a face
I'll forget you in a day
I'm tryna act like I can do without feeling on your booty (oh ho)
Find another ghetto cutie
To do me like you do me yeah yeah
But I'm just so addicted to you
Imma try (oh) but I can't
Cuz your all I'm tryna do

[Bridge:]
Baby I know
Guess I'm changing out the door (Can't play it off like I'm so cool)
Girl you know I'm going straight out my mind
I can't stop thinking bout the things we did and the way we kissed
I know it ain't right playing like you ain't my time girl
Tryna be a playa got me acting like I

[Chorus:]
Like I don't wanna be with you
Like I would be OKAY (like I would never be OKAY no)
If you just walked away
I'm tryna act like I don't wanna see you (but you know I wanna see you baby yea)
Like you were just a face
I'll forget you in a day (but I'll neva forget you girl)
I'm tryna act like I can do without (oh oh) feeling on your booty (booty)
Find another ghetto cutie (cutie)
To do me like you do me (do me yeah)
But I'm just so addicted to you
Imma try but I can't
Cuz your all I'm tryna do

I'm not tryna act, no
I'm not tryna act like that no more (oh)
'Cause I never had it, girl
I never had it like this before
No, I'm not tryna change,
No, I'm not tryna change this all for you (I'm not tryna change it, baby)
Imma do everything I can 'cause you all I'm tryna do

I'm not tryna act, no
I'm not tryna act like that no more (oh)
'Cause I never had it, girl
I never had it like this before
No, I'm not tryna change,
No, I'm not tryna change this all for you
Imma do everything I can 'cause you all I'm tryna do

well, i did sang this song in class this afternoon..then farah was like wondering what song did i sang..and i realized myself that i'm smiling constantly..actually i was reminiscing the way TOP sang this song..it was funny since taeyang was dancing around him..lol and this song is like so awww~~ lol

fin

p/s : But I'm just so addicted to you..Imma try but I can't..Cuz your all I'm tryna do..